On either side of the Bowery, which cuts through like a drain to
catch its sewage, Every Man's Land, a reeking march of humanity and
humidity, steams with the excrement of seventeen languages, flung in
patois from tenement windows, fire-escapes, curbs, stoops, and
cellars whose walls are terrible and spongy with fungi.
By that impregnable chemistry of race whereby the red blood of the
Mongolian and the red blood of the Caucasian become as oil and water in
the mingling, Mulberry Street, bounded by sixteen languages, runs its
intact Latin length of push-carts, clothes-lines, naked babies, drying
vermicelli; black-eyed women in rhinestone combs and perennially big
with child; whole families of button-hole makers, who first saw the
blue-and-gold light of Sorrento, bent at home work around a single gas
flare; pomaded barbers of a thousand Neapolitan amours. And then, just
as suddenly, almost without osmosis and by the mere stepping-down from
the curb, Mulberry becomes Mott Street, hung in grill-work balconies,
the mouldy smell of poverty touched up with incense. Orientals, whose
feet shuffle and whose faces are carved out of satinwood. Forbidden
women, their white, drugged faces behind upper windows. Yellow
children, incongruous enough in Western clothing. A drafty areaway with
an oblique of gaslight and a black well of descending staircase.
Show-windows of jade and tea and Chinese porcelains.
More streets emanating out from Mott like a handful of crooked,
rheumatic fingers, then suddenly the Bowery again, cowering beneath
elevated trains, where men, burned down to the butt end of soiled
lives, pass in and out and out and in of the knee-high swinging
doors—a veiny-nosed, acid-eaten race in themselves.
Allen Street, too, still more easterly and half as wide, is
straddled its entire width by the steely, long-legged skeleton of
elevated traffic, so that its third-floor windows no sooner shudder
into silence from the rushing shock of one train than they are shaken
into chatter by the passage of another. Indeed, third-floor dwellers of
Allen Street, reaching out, can almost touch the serrated edges of the
elevated structure, and in summer the smell of its hot rails becomes an
actual taste in the mouth. Passengers, in turn, look in upon this
horizontal of life as they whiz by. Once, in fact, the blurry figure of
what might have been a woman leaned out as she passed to toss into one
Abrahm Kantor's apartment a short-stemmed pink carnation. It hit softly
on little Leon Kantor's crib, brushing him fragrantly across the mouth
and causing him to pucker up.
Beneath, where, even in August noonday, the sun cannot find its way
by a chink, and babies lie stark naked in the cavernous shade, Allen
Street presents a sort of submarine and greenish gloom, as if its
humanity were actually moving through a sea of aqueous shadows, faces
rather bleached and shrunk from sunlessness as water can bleach and
shrink. And then, like a shimmering background of orange-finned and
copper-flanked marine life, the brass shops of Allen Street, whole rows
of them, burn flamelessly and without benefit of fuel.
To enter Abrahm Kantor's—Brasses—was three steps down, so that his
casement show-window, at best filmed over with the constant rain of
dust ground down from the rails above, was obscure enough, but crammed
with the copied loot of khedive and of czar. The seven-branch
candlestick so Biblical and supplicating of arms. An urn, shaped like
Rebecca's, of brass all beaten over with little poks. Things: cups,
trays, knockers, ikons, gargoyles, bowls, and teapots. A symphony of
bells in graduated sizes. Jardinieres with fat sides. A pot-bellied
samovar. A swinging lamp for the dead, star-shaped. Against the door,
an octave of tubular chimes, prisms of voiceless harmony and of
Opening this door, they rang gently, like melody heard through water
and behind glass. Another bell rang, too, in tilted singsong from a
pulley operating somewhere in the catacomb rear of this lambent vale of
things and things and things. In turn, this pulley set in toll still
another bell, two flights up in Abrahm Kantor's tenement, which
overlooked the front of whizzing rails and a rear wilderness of
gibbet-looking clothes-lines, dangling perpetual specters of flapping
union suits in a mid-air flaky with soot.
Often at lunch, or even the evening meal, this bell would ring in on
Abrahm Kantor's digestive well-being, and while he hurried down, napkin
often bib-fashion still about his neck, and into the smouldering lanes
of copper, would leave an eloquent void at the head of his
This bell was ringing now, jingling in upon the slumber of a still
newer Kantor, snuggling peacefully enough within the ammoniac depths of
a cradle recently evacuated by Leon, heretofore impinged upon you.
On her knees before an oven that billowed forth hotly into her face,
Mrs. Kantor, fairly fat and not yet forty, and at the immemorial task
of plumbing a delicately swelling layer-cake with broom-straw, raised
her face, reddened and faintly moist.
“Isadore, run down and say your papa is out until six. If it's a
customer, remember the first asking-price is the two middle figures on
the tag, and the last asking-price is the two outside figures. See
once, with your papa out to buy your little brother his birthday
present, and your mother in a cake, if you can't make a sale for first
Isadore Kantor, aged eleven and hunched with a younger Kantor over
an oilcloth-covered table, hunched himself still deeper in barter for a
large crystal marble with a candy stripe down its center.
“Izzie, did you hear me?”
“Go down this minute—do you hear? Rudolph, stop always letting your
big brother get the best of you in marbles. Iz-zy!”
“Don't let me have to ask you again, Isadore Kantor!”
“Aw, ma; I got some 'rithmetic to do. Let Esther go.”
“Always Esther! Your sister stays right in the front room with her
“Aw, ma; I got spelling, too.”
“Every time I ask that boy he should do me one thing, right away he
gets lessons! With me, that lessons-talk don't go no more. Every time
you get put down in school, I'm surprised there's a place left lower
where they can put you. Working-papers for such a boy like you!”
“How I worried myself! Violin lessons yet—thirty cents lesson out
of your papa's pants while he slept! That's how I wanted to have in the
family a profession—maybe a musician on the violin. Lessons for you
out of money I had to lie to your papa about! Honest, when I think of
it—my own husband—it's a wonder I don't potch you just for
remembering it. Rudolph, will you stop licking that cake-pan? It's
saved for your little brother Leon. Ain't you ashamed even on your
little brother's birthday to steal from him?”
“Ma, gimme the spoon?”
“I'll give you the spoon, Isadore Kantor, where you don't want it.
If you don't hurry down the way that bell is ringing, not one bite out
of your little brother's birthday-cake to-night!”
“I'm goin', ain't I?”
“Always on my children's birthdays a meanness sets into this house!
Ru-dolph, will you put down that bowl? Iz-zy—for the last time I ask
you—for the last time—”
Erect now, Mrs. Kantor lifted a portentous hand, letting it hover.
“I'm goin', ma; for golly sakes, I'm goin'!” said her recalcitrant
one, shuffling off toward the staircase, shuffling, shuffling.
Then Mrs. Kantor resumed her plumbing, and through the little
apartment, its middle and only bedroom of three beds and a crib lighted
vicariously by the front room and kitchen, began to wind the warm, the
golden-brown fragrance of cake in the rising.
By six o'clock, the shades were drawn against the dirty dusk of
Allen Street, and the oilcloth-covered table dragged out center and
spread by Esther Kantor, nine in years, in the sturdy little legs
bulging over shoe-tops, in the pink cheeks that sagged slightly of
plumpness, and in the utter roundness of face and gaze, but
mysteriously older in the little-mother lore of crib and knee-dandling
ditties and in the ropy length and thickness of the two brown plaits
down her back.
There was an eloquence to that waiting, laid-out table, the print of
the family already gathered about it; the dynastic high chair, throne
of each succeeding Kantor; an armchair drawn up before the paternal
moustache-cup; the ordinary kitchen chair of Mannie Kantor, who spilled
things, an oilcloth sort of bib dangling from its back; the little
chair of Leon Kantor, cushioned in an old family album that raised his
chin above the table. Even in cutlery, the Kantor family was not
lacking in variety. Surrounding a centerpiece of thick Russian lace
were Russian spoons washed in washed-off gilt, forks of one, two, and
three tines. Steel knives with black handles. A hart's-horn
carving-knife. Thick-lipped china in stacks before the armchair. A
round four-pound-loaf of black bread waiting to be torn, and to-night,
on the festive mat of cotton lace, a cake of pinkly gleaming icing,
encircled with five pink little twisted candles.
At slightly after six, Abrahm Kantor returned, leading by a
resisting wrist Leon Kantor, his stemlike little legs, hit midship, as
it were, by not sufficiently cut-down trousers and so narrow and
birdlike of face that his eyes quite obliterated the remaining map of
his features, like those of a still wet nestling. All except his ears.
They poised at the sides of Leon's shaved head of black bristles, as if
butterflies had just lighted there, whispering, with very spread wings,
their message, and presently would fly off again. By some sort of
muscular contraction, he could wiggle these ears at will, and would do
so for a penny, a whistle, and upon one occasion for his brother
Rudolph's dead rat, so devised as to dangle from string and window
before the unhappy passer-by. They were quivering now, these ears, but
because the entire little face was twitching back tears and gulp of
“Abrahm—Leon—what is it?” Her hands and her forearms instantly out
from the business of kneading something meaty and floury, Mrs. Kantor
rushed forward, her glance quick from one to the other of them.
“Abrahm, what's wrong?”
“I'll feedle him! I'll feedle him!”
The little pulling wrist still in clutch, Mr. Kantor regarded his
wife, the lower half of his face, well covered with reddish bristles,
undershot, his free hand and even his eyes violently lifted. To those
who see in a man a perpetual kinship to that animal kingdom of which he
is supreme, there was something undeniably anthropoidal about Abrahm
Kantor, a certain simian width between the eyes and long, rather agile
hands with hairy backs.
“Hush it!” cried Mr. Kantor, his free hand raised in threat of
descent and cowering his small son to still more undersized
proportions. “Hush it, or, by golly, I'll—”
“Abrahm—Abrahm—what is it?”
Then Mr. Kantor gave vent in acridity of word and feature.
“Schlemmil!” he cried. “Momser! Ganef! Nebich!” By
which Abrahm Kantor, in smiting mother tongue, branded his offspring
with attributes of apostate and ne'er-do-well, of idiot and thief.
“Schlemmil!” repeated Mr. Abrahm, swinging Leon so that he
described a large semi-circle that landed him into the meaty and
waiting embrace of his mother. “Take him! You should be proud of such a
little Momser for a son! Take him—and here you got back his
birthday dollar. A feedle! Honest—when I think on it—a feedle!”
Such a rush of outrage seemed fairly to strangle Mr. Kantor that he
stood, hand still upraised, choking and inarticulate above the now
frankly howling huddle of his son.
“Abrahm you should just once touch this child! How he trembles!
Leon—mamma's baby—what is it—is this how you come back when papa
takes out to buy your birthday present? Ain't you ashamed?”
Mouth distended to a large and blackly hollow O, Leon between
terrifying spells of breath-holding, continued to howl.
“All the way to Naftel's toy store I drag him. A birthday present
for a dollar his mother wants he should have—all right, a birthday
present! I give you my word till I'm ashamed for Naftel, every toy on
his shelves is pulled down. Such a cow—that shakes with his head—”
“No—no—no!” This from young Leon, beating at his mother's skirts.
Again the upraised but never quite descending hand of his father.
“By golly, I'll 'no—no' you!”
“Abrahm—go way! Baby, what did papa do?”
Then Mr. Kantor broke into an actual tarantella of rage, his hands
palms up and dancing.
“'What did papa do?' she asks. She's got easy asking. 'What did papa
do?' The whole shop, I tell you. A sheep with a baa inside when you
squeeze on him—games—a horn so he can holler my head off—such a
knife like Izzy's with a scissors in it! 'Leon,' I said, ashamed for
Naftel, 'that's a fine knife like Izzy's so you can cut up with.' 'All
right then'—when I see how he hollers—'such a box full of soldiers to
have war with.' 'Dollar seventy-five,' says Naftel. 'All right then,' I
says—when I seen how he keeps hollering—'give you a dollar fifteen
for 'em.' I should make myself small for fifteen cents more. 'Dollar
fifteen,' I says—anything so he should shut up with his hollering for
what he seen in the window.”
“He seen something in the window he wanted, Abrahm?”
“Didn't I tell you? A feedle! A four-dollar feedle! A moosiker, so
we should have another feedler in the family for some thirty-cents
“Abrahm—you mean—he—our Leon—wanted a violin?”
“'Wanted,' she says. I could potch him again this minute for how he
wanted it! Du—you little bum you—Chammer—Momser
—I'll feedle you!”
Across Mrs. Kantor's face as she knelt there in the shapeless
cotton-stuff uniform of poverty, through the very tenement of her body,
a light had flashed up into her eyes. She drew her son closer, crushing
his puny cheek up against hers, cupping his bristly little head in her
by no means immaculate palms.
“He wanted a violin—it's come, Abrahm! The dream of all my
life—it's come! I knew it must be one of my children if I waited long
enough—and prayed enough. A musician! He wants a violin. He cried for
a violin. My baby! Why, darlink, mamma'll sell her clothes off her back
to get you a violin. He's a musician, Abrahm! I should have known it
the way he's fooling always around the chimes and the bells in the
Then Mrs. Kantor took to rocking his head between her palms.
“Oi—oi! The mother is crazier as her son. A moosican! A
Fresser you mean. Such an eater, it's a wonder he ain't twice too
big instead of twice too little for his age.”
“That's a sign, Abrahm; they all eat big. For all we know he's a
genius. I swear to you, Abrahm, all the months before he was born, I
prayed for it. Each one before they came, I prayed it should be the
one. I thought that time the way our Isadore ran after the
organ-grinder he would be the one. How could I know it was the monkey
he wanted? When Isadore wouldn't take it, I prayed my next one and then
my next one should have the talent. I've prayed for it, Abrahm. If he
wants a violin, please, he should have it.”
“Not with my money.”
“With mine! I've got enough saved, Abrahm. Them three extra dollars
right here inside my own waist, that I saved toward that cape down on
Grand Street. I wouldn't have it now the way they say the wind blows up
“I tell you the woman's crazy!”
“I feel it! I know he's got talent! I know my children so well. A—a
father don't understand. I'm so next to them. It's like I can tell
always everything that will happen to them—it's like a
pain—somewheres here—in back of my heart.”
“A pain in the heart she gets!”
“For my own children I'm always a prophet, I tell you. You think I
didn't know that—that terrible night after the pogrom after we got out
of Kief to cross the border! You remember, Abrahm, how I predicted it
to you then—how our Mannie would be born too soon and—and not right
from my suffering? Did it happen on the ship to America just the way I
said it would? Did it happen just exactly how I predicted our Izzy
would break his leg that time playing on the fire-escape? I tell you,
Abrahm, I get a real pain here under my heart that tells me what comes
to my children. Didn't I tell you how Esther would be the first in her
confirmation-class and our baby Boris would be red-headed? At only five
years, our Leon all by himself cries for a fiddle—get it for him,
Abrahm—get it for him!”
“I tell you, Sarah, I got a crazy woman for a wife! It ain't enough
we celebrate eight birthdays a year with one-dollar presents each time
and copper goods every day higher. It ain't enough that right to-morrow
I got a fifty-dollar note over me from Sol Ginsberg—a four-dollar
present she wants for a child that don't even know the name of a
“Leon baby, stop hollering—papa will go back and get the fiddle for
you now before supper. See—mamma's got money here in her waist—”
“Papa will go back for the feedle not—three dollars she's saved for
herself he can holler out of her for a feedle!”
“Abrahm, he's screaming so he—he'll have a fit.”
“He should have two fits.”
“I tell you the way you spoil your children it will some day come
back on us.”
“It's his birthday night, Abrahm—five years since his little head
first lay on the pillow next to me.”
“All right—all right—drive me crazy because he's got a birthday.”
“Leon baby—if you don't stop hollering you'll make yourself sick.
Abrahm, I never saw him like this—he's green—”
“I'll green him. Where is that old feedle from Isadora—that
“I never thought of that! You broke it that time you got mad at
Isadore's lessons. I'll run down. Maybe it's with the junk behind the
store. I never thought of that fiddle, Leon darlink—wait—mamma'll run
down and look—wait, Leon, till mamma finds you a fiddle.”
The raucous screams stopped then suddenly, and on their very
lustiest crest, leaving an echoing gash across silence. On willing feet
of haste, Mrs. Kantor wound down backward the high, ladderlike
staircase that led to the brass shop.
Meanwhile, to a gnawing consciousness of dinner-hour, had assembled
the house of Kantor. Attuned to the intimate atmosphere of the tenement
which is so constantly rent with cry of child, child-bearing, delirium,
delirium-tremens, Leon Kantor had howled no impression into the motley
din of things. Isadore, already astride his chair, well into
center-table, for first vociferous tear at the four-pound loaf; Esther
Kantor, old at chores, settled an infant into the high chair, careful
of tiny fingers in lowering the wooden bib.
“Papa, Izzy's eating first again.”
“Put down that loaf and wait until your mother dishes up or you'll
get a potch you won't soon forget.”
“Don't 'say pop' me! I don't want no street-bum freshness from you!”
“I mean, papa, there was an uptown swell in, and she bought one of
them seventy-five-cent candlesticks for the first price,”
“Schlemmil—Chammer!” said Mr. Kantor, rinsing his hands at
the sink. “Didn't I always tell you it's the first price times two when
you see up-town business come in? Haven't I learned it to you often
enough a slummer must pay for her nosiness?”
There entered then, on poor shuffling feet, Mannie Kantor so marred
in the mysterious and ceramic process of life that the brain and the
soul had stayed back sooner than inhabit him. Seventeen in years, in
the down upon his face, and in growth unretarded by any great nervosity
of system, his vacuity of face was not that of childhood but rather as
if his light eyes were peering out from some hinterland and wanting so
terribly and so dumbly to communicate what they beheld to brain-cells
closed against himself.
At sight of Mannie, Leon Kantor, the tears still wetly and dirtily
down his cheeks, left off his black, fierce-eyed stare of waiting long
enough to smile, darkly, it is true, but sweetly.
“Giddy-ap!” he cried. “Giddy-ap!”
And then Mannie, true to habit, would scamper and scamper.
Up out of the traplike stair-opening came the head of Mrs. Kantor,
disheveled and a smudge of soot across her face, but beneath her arm,
triumphant, a violin of one string and a broken back.
“See, Leon—what mamma got! A violin! A fiddle! Look—the bow, too,
I found. It ain't much, baby, but it's a fiddle.”
“Aw, ma—that's my old violin—gimme—I want it—where'd you find—”
“Hush up, Izzy! This ain't yours no more. See, Leon, what mamma
brought you! A violin!”
“Now, you little Chammer, you got a feedle, and if you ever
let me hear you holler again for a feedle, by golly if I don't—”
From his corner, Leon Kantor reached out, taking the instrument and
fitting it beneath his chin, the bow immediately feeling, surely and
lightly for string.
“Look, Abrahm! He knows how to hold it! What did I tell you? A child
that never in his life seen a fiddle, except a beggar's on the street!”
Little Esther suddenly cantered down-floor, clapping her chubby
The baby ceased clattering his spoon against the wooden bib. A
silence seemed to shape itself.
So black and so bristly of head, his little clawlike hands hovering
over the bow, Leon Kantor withdrew a note, strangely round and given up
almost sobbingly from the single string. A note of warm twining
quality, like a baby's finger.
Fumbling for string and for notes the instrument could not yield up
to him, the birdlike mouth began once more to open widely and terribly
into the orificial O.
It was then Abrahm Kantor came down with a large hollow resonance of
palm against the aperture, lifting his small son and depositing him
plop upon the family album.
“Take that! By golly, one more whimper out of you and if I don't
make you black-and-blue, birthday or no birthday! Dish up, Sarah,
quick, or I'll give him something to cry about.”
The five pink candles had been lighted, burning pointedly and with
slender little smoke wisps. Regarding them owlishly, the tears dried on
Leon's face, his little tongue licking up at them.
“Look how solemn he is, like he was thinking of something a million
miles away except how lucky he is he should have a pink birthday-cake!
Uh—uh—uh! Don't you begin to holler again—Here, I'm putting the
feedle next to you—uh—uh—uh!”
To a meal plentifully ladled out directly from stove to table, the
Kantor family drew up, dipping first into the rich black soup of the
occasion. All except Mrs. Kantor.
“Esther, you dish up; I'm going somewhere. I'll be back in a
“Where you going, Sarah? Won't it keep until—”
But even in the face of query, Sarah Kantor was two flights down and
well through the lambent aisles of the copper shop. Outside, she broke
into a run, through two blocks of the indescribable bazaar atmosphere
of Grand Street, then one block to the right.
Before Naftel's show-window, a jet of bright gas burned into a
jibberwock land of toys. There was that in Sarah Kantor's face that was
actually lyrical, as, fumbling at the bosom of her dress, she entered.
To Leon Kantor, by who knows what symphonic scheme of things, life
was a chromatic scale, yielding up to him through throbbing, living
nerves of sheep-gut, the sheerest semitones of man's emotions.
When he tucked his Stradivarius beneath his chin, the Book of Life
seemed suddenly translated to him in melody. Even Sarah Kantor, who
still brewed for him, on a small portable stove carried from city to
city and surreptitiously unpacked in hotel suites, the blackest of
soups, and, despite his protestation, would incase his ears of nights
in an old home-made device against their flightiness, would often times
bleed inwardly at this sense of his isolation.
There was a realm into which he went alone, leaving her as detached
as the merest ticket purchaser at the box-office.
At seventeen, Leon Kantor had played before the crowned heads of
Europe, the aching heads of American capital, and even the shaved head
of a South Sea prince. There was a layout of anecdotal gifts, from the
molar tooth of the South Sea prince set in a South Sea pearl to a
blue-enamelled snuff-box encrusted with the rearing-lion coat of arms
of a very royal house.
At eighteen, came the purchase of a king's Stradivarius for a king's
ransom, and acclaimed by Sunday supplements to repose of nights in an
At nineteen, under careful auspices of press-agent, the ten singing
digits of the son of Abrahm Kantor were insured at ten thousand dollars
At twenty, he had emerged surely and safely from the perilous
quicksands which have sucked down whole Lilliputian worlds of infant
At twenty-one, when Leon Kantor played a Sunday-night concert, there
was a human queue curling entirely around the square block of the
opera-house, waiting its one, two, even three and four hours for the
privilege of standing-room only.
Usually these were Leon Kantor's own people pouring up from the
lowly lands of the East Side to the white lands of Broadway, parched
for music, these burning brethren of his—old men in that line,
frequently carrying their own little folding camp-chairs, not against
weariness of the spirit but of the flesh; youth with Slavic eyes and
cheek-bones. These were the six-deep human phalanx which would
presently slant down at him from tiers of steepest balconies and stand
frankly emotional and jammed in the unreserved space behind the railing
which shut them off from the three-dollar seats of the reserved.
At a very special one of these concerts, dedicated to the meager
purses of just these, and held in New York's super-opera-house, the
Amphitheater, a great bowl of humanity, the metaphor made perfect by
tiers of seats placed upon the stage, rose from orchestra to dome. A
gigantic Colosseum of a cup, lined in stacks and stacks of faces. From
the door of his dressing-room, leaning out, Leon Kantor could see a
great segment of it, buzzing down into adjustment, orchestra twitting
and tuning into it.
In a bare little room, illuminated by a sheaf of roses just arrived,
Mrs. Kantor drew him back by the elbow.
“Leon, you're in a draft.”
The amazing years had dealt kindly with Mrs. Kantor. Stouter,
softer, apparently even taller, she was full of small new authorities
that could shut out cranks, newspaper reporters, and autograph fiends.
A fitted-over-corsets black taffeta and a high comb in the greying hair
had done their best with her. Pride, too, had left its flush upon her
cheeks, like two round spots of fever.
“Leon, it's thirty minutes till your first number. Close that door.
Do you want to let your papa and his excitement in on you?”
The son of Sarah Kantor obeyed, leaning on his short, rather narrow
form in silhouette against the closed door. In spite of slimly dark
evening clothes worked out by an astute manager to the last detail in
boyish effects, there was that about him which defied long-haired
precedent. Slimly and straightly he had shot up into an unmannered, a
short, even a bristly-haired young manhood, disqualifying by a close
shave for the older school of hirsute virtuosity.
But his nerves did not spare him. On concert nights they seemed to
emerge almost to the surface of him and shriek their exposure.
“Just feel my hands, ma. Like ice.”
She dived down into her large silk what-not of a reticule.
“I've got your fleece-lined gloves here, son.”
“No—no. For God's—sake—not those things! No!”
He was back at the door again, opening it to a slit, peering
“They're bringing more seats on the stage. If they crowd me in I
won't go on. I can't play if I hear them breathe. Hi—out there—no
“Leon, Leon, ain't you ashamed to get so worked up? Close that door.
Have you got a manager who is paid just to see to your comfort? When
papa comes, I'll have him go out and tell Hancock you don't want chairs
so close to you. Leon, will you mind mamma and sit down?”
“It's a bigger house than the royal concert in Madrid, ma. Why, I
never saw anything like it! It's a stampede. God, this is real—this is
what gets me, playing for my own! I should have given a concert like
this three years ago. I'll do it every year now. I'd rather play before
them than all the crowned heads on earth. It's the biggest night of my
life—they're rioting out there, ma—rioting to get in.”
“Leon, Leon, won't you sit down if mamma begs you to?”
He sat then, strumming with all ten fingers upon his knees.
“Try to get quiet, son. Count—like you always do.
“Please ma—for God's sake—please—please!”
“Look—such beautiful roses! From Sol Ginsberg, an old friend of
papa's he used to buy brasses from eighteen years ago. Six years he's
been away with his daughter in Munich. Such a beautiful mezzo, they
say, engaged already for Metropolitan next season.”
“I hate it, ma, if they breathe on my neck.”
“Leon darlink, did mamma promise to fix it? Have I ever let you plan
a concert where you wouldn't be comfortable?”
His long, slim hands suddenly prehensile and cutting a long, upward
gesture, Leon Kantor rose to his feet, face whitening.
“Do it now! Now, I tell you! I won't have them breathe on me. Do you
hear me? Now! Now! Now!”
Risen also, her face soft and tremulous for him, Mrs. Kantor put out
a gentle, a sedative hand upon his sleeve.
“Son,” she said, with an edge of authority even behind her smile,
“don't holler at me.”
He grasped her hand with his two, and, immediately quiet, placed a
close string of kisses along it.
“Mamma,” he said, kissing them again and again into the palm,
“I know, son; it's nerves.”
“They eat me, ma. Feel—I'm like ice. I didn't mean it; you know I
didn't mean it.”
“My baby,” she said, “my wonderful boy, it's like I can never get
used to the wonder of having you! The greatest one of them all should
be mine—a plain woman's like mine!”
He teased her, eager to conciliate and ride down his own state of
“Now, ma—now—now—don't forget Rimsky!”
“'Rimsky!' A man three times your age who was playing concerts
before you was born! Is that a comparison? From your clippings-books I
can show Rimsky who the world considers the greatest violinist. Rimsky
he rubs into me!”
“All right then, the press-clippings, but did Elsass, the greatest
manager of them all, bring me a contract for thirty concerts at two
thousand a concert? Now I've got you! Now!”
She would not meet his laughter.
“'Elsass!' Believe me, he'll come to you yet. My boy should worry if
he makes fifty thousand a year more or less. Rimsky should have that
honour—for so long as he can hold it. But he won't hold it long.
Believe me, I don't rest easy in my bed till Elsass comes after you.
Not for so big a contract like Rimsky's, but bigger—not for thirty
concerts but for fifty!”
“Brava! Brava! There's a woman for you. More money than she
knows what to do with, and then not satisfied!”
She was still too tremulous for banter.
“'Not satisfied?' Why, Leon, I never stop praying my thanks for
“All right then,” he cried, laying his icy fingers on her cheek;
“to-morrow we'll call a Mignon—a regular old-fashioned Allen
“Leon, you mustn't make fun.”
“Make fun of the sweetest girl in this room?”
“'Girl!' Ah, if I could only hold you by me this way, Leon! Always a
boy—with me—your poor old mother—your only girl. That's a fear I
suffer with, Leon—to lose you to a—girl! That's how selfish the
mother of such a wonder-child like mine can get to be.”
“All right. Trying to get me married off again. Nice! Fine!”
“Is it any wonder I suffer, son? Twenty-one years to have kept you
by me a child. A boy that's never in his life was out after midnight
except to catch trains. A boy that never has so much as looked at a
girl and could have looked at princesses. To have kept you all these
years—mine—is it any wonder, son, I never stop praying my thanks for
you? You don't believe Hancock, son, the way he keeps teasing you
always you should have a—what he calls—affair—a love-affair? Such
talk is not nice, Leon—an affair!”
“Love-affair poppycock!” said Leon Kantor, lifting his mothers face
and kissing her on eyes about ready to tear. “Why, I've got something,
ma, right here in my heart for you that—”
“Leon, be careful your shirt-front!”
“That's so—so what you call 'tender,' for my best sweetheart that
I—oh, love affair—poppycock!”
She would not let her tears come. “My boy—my wonder-boy!”
“There goes the overture, ma.”
“Here, darlink—your glass of water.”
“I can't stand it in here; I'm suffocating!”
“Got your mute in your pocket, son?”
“Yes, ma; for God's sake, yes! Yes! Don't keep asking things.”
“Ain't you ashamed, Leon, to be in such an excitement? For every
concert you get worse.”
“The chairs—they'll breathe on my neck.”
“Leon, did mamma promise you those chairs would be moved?”
“Say—I'm grateful if he stays out. It took me enough work to get
this room cleared. You know your papa he likes to drag in the whole
world to show you off—always just before you play. The minute he walks
in the room, right away he gets everybody to trembling just from his
own excitements. I dare him this time he should bring people—no
dignity has that man got, the way he brings everyone.”
Even upon her words came a rattling of door, of door-knob and a
voice through the clamour.
A stiffening raced over Mrs. Kantor, so that she sat rigid on her
chair-edge, lips compressed, eye darkly upon the shivering door.
With a narrowing glance, Mrs. Kantor laid to her lips a forefinger
“Sarah, it's me! Quick, I say!”
Then Leon Kantor sprang up, the old prehensile gesture of curving
fingers shooting up.
“For God's sake, ma, let him in! I can't stand that infernal
“Abrahm, go away! Leon's got to have quiet before his concert.”
“Just a minute, Sarah. Open quick!”
With a spring, his son was at the door, unlocking and flinging it
“Come in, pa.”
The years had weighed heavily upon Abrahm Kantor in avoirdupois
only. He was himself plus eighteen years, fifty pounds, and a new sleek
pomposity that was absolutely oleaginous. It shone roundly in his face,
doubling of chin, in the bulge of waistcoat, heavily gold-chained, and
in eyes that behind the gold-rimmed glasses gave sparklingly forth his
estate of well-being.
“Abrahm, didn't I tell you not to dare to—”
On excited balls of feet that fairly bounced him, Abrahm Kantor
“Leon—mamma—I got out here an old friend—Sol Ginsberg—you
remember, mamma, from brasses—”
“Go way with your 'not now!' I want Leon should meet him. Sol, this
is him—a little grown-up from such a Nebich like you remember
him—nu? Sarah, you remember Sol Ginsberg? Say—I should ask you
if you remember your right hand? Ginsberg &Esel, the firm. This is his
girl, a five years' contract signed yesterday—five hundred dollars an
opera for a beginner—six roles—not bad—nu?”
“Abrahm, you must ask Mr. Ginsberg please to excuse Leon until after
“Shake hands with him, Ginsberg. He's had his hand shook enough in
his life, and by kings, too—shake it once more with an old bouncer
Mr. Ginsberg, not unlike his colleague in rotundities, held out a
short, a dimpled hand.
“It's a proud day,” he said, “for me to shake the hands from mine
old friend's son and the finest violinist living to-day. My little
“Yes, yes, Gina. Here shake hands with him. Leon, they say a voice
like a fountain. Gina Berg—eh, Ginsberg—is how you stage-named her?
You hear, mamma, how fancy—Gina Berg? We go hear her, eh?”
There was about Miss Gina Berg, whose voice could soar to the
tirra-lirra of a lark and then deepen to mezzo, something of the actual
slimness of the poor, maligned Elsa so long buried beneath the
buxomness of divas. She was like a little flower that in its crannied
nook keeps dewy longest.
“How do you do, Leon Kantor?”
There was a whir through her English of three acquired languages.
“How do you do?”
“We—father and I—travelled once all the way from Brussels to
Dresden to hear you play. It was worth it. I shall never forget how you
played the 'Humoresque.' It made me laugh and cry.”
“You like Brussels?”
She laid her little hand to her heart, half closing her eyes.
“I will never be so happy again as with the sweet little people of
“I, too, love Brussels. I studied there four years with Ahrenfest.”
“I know you did. My teacher, Lyndahl, in Berlin, was his
“You have studied with Lyndahl?”
“He is my master.”
“I—will I sometime hear you sing?”
“I am not yet great. When I am foremost like you, yes.”
“Gina—Gina Berg, that is a beautiful name to make famous.”
“You see how it is done? Gins—Berg. Gina Berg.
They stood then smiling across a chasm of the diffidence of youth,
she fumbling at the great fur pelt out of which her face flowered so
“I—well—we—we are in the fourth box—I guess we had better be
going—fourth box left.” He wanted to find words, but for consciousness
of self could not “It's a wonderful house out there waiting for you,
Leon Kantor, and you—you're wonderful, too!”
“My father, he sent them. Come, father—quick!”
Suddenly there was a tight tensity that seemed to crowd up the
“Abrahm—quick—get Hancock—that first rows of chairs has got to be
moved—there he is, in the wings—see the piano ain't dragged down too
far! Leon, got your mute on your pocket? Please Mr. Ginsberg—you must
excuse—Here, Leon, is your glass of water. Drink it, I say. Shut that
door out there, boy, so there ain't a draft in the wings. Here, Leon,
your violin. Got neckerchief? Listen how they're shouting—it's for
In the center of that vast human bowl which had finally shouted
itself out, slim, boylike, and in his supreme isolation, Leon Kantor
drew bow and a first thin, pellucid, and perfect note into a silence
breathless to receive it.
Throughout the arduous flexuosities of the Mendelssohn E-minor
concerto, singing, winding from tonal to tonal climax, and out of the
slow movement, which is like a tourniquet twisting the heart into the
spirited allegro molto vivace, it was as if beneath Leon
Kantor's fingers the strings were living vein-cords, youth, vitality,
and the very foam of exuberance racing through them.
That was the power of him—the Vichy and the sparkle of youth, so
that, playing, the melody poured round him like wine and went down
seething and singing into the hearts of his hearers.
Later, and because these were his people and because they were dark
and Slavic with his Slavic darkness, he played, as if his very blood
were weeping, the “Kol Nidre,” which is the prayer of his race for
And then the super-amphitheater, filled with those whose emotions
lie next to the surface and whose pores have not been closed over with
a water-tight veneer, burst into its cheers and its tears.
There were fifteen recalls from the wings, Abrahm Kantor standing
counting them off on his fingers, and trembling to receive the
Stradivarius. Then, finally, and against the frantic negative pantomime
of his manager, a scherzo, played so lacily that it swept the house in
When Leon Kantor finally completed his program, they were loath to
let him go, crowding down the aisles upon him, applauding up, down,
round him, until the great disheveled house was like the roaring of a
sea, and he would laugh and throw out his arm in wide-spread
helplessness, and always his manager in the background, gesticulating
against too much of his precious product for the money, ushers already
slamming up chairs, his father's arms out for the Stradivarius, and,
deepest in the gloom of the wings, Sarah Kantor, in a rocker especially
dragged out for her, and from the depths of the black-silk reticule,
darning his socks.
“Bravo—bravo! Give us the 'Humoresque'—Chopin
And even as they stood, hatted and coated, importuning and pressing
in upon him, and with a wisp of a smile to the fourth left box, Leon
Kantor played them the “Humoresque” of Dvorak, skedaddling, plucking,
quirking—that laugh on life with a tear behind it. Then suddenly,
because he could escape no other way, rushed straight back for his
dressing-room, bursting in upon a flood of family already there before
him. Isadora Kantor, blue-shaven, aquiline, and already greying at the
temples; his five-year-old son, Leon; a soft little pouter-pigeon of a
wife, too, enormous of bust, in glittering ear-drops and a wrist-watch
of diamonds half buried in chubby wrist; Miss Esther Kantor, pink and
pretty; Rudolph; Boris, not yet done with growing-pains.
At the door, Miss Kantor met her brother, her eyes as sweetly moist
as her kiss.
“Leon, darling, you surpassed even yourself!”
“Quit crowding, children! Let him sit down. Here, Leon, let mamma
give you a fresh collar. Look how the child's perspired! Pull down that
window, Boris. Rudolph, don't let no one in. I give you my word if
to-night wasn't as near as I ever came to seeing a house go crazy. Not
even that time in Milan, darlink—when they broke down the doors, was
it like to-night—”
“Ought to seen, ma, the row of police outside—”
“Hush up, Roody! Don't you see your brother is trying to get his
From Mrs. Isadore Kantor: “You ought to seen the balconies, mother.
Isadore and I went up just to see the jam.”
“Six thousand dollars in the house to-night if there was a cent,”
said Isadore Kantor.
“Hand me my violin please, Esther. I must have scratched it, the way
“No, son; you didn't. I've already rubbed it up. Sit quiet,
He was limply white, as if the vitality had flowed out of him.
“God! Wasn't it—tremendous?”
“Six thousand if there was a cent,” repeated Isadore Kantor; “more
than Rimsky ever played to in his life!”
“Oh, Izzy, you make me sick, always counting—counting.”
“Your sister's right, Isadore. You got nothing to complain of if
there was only six hundred in the house. A boy whose fiddle has made
already enough to set you up in such a fine business, his brother Boris
in such a fine college, automobiles—style—and now because Vladimir
Rimsky, three times his age, gets signed up with Elsass for a few
thousand more a year, right away the family gets a long face—”
“Ma, please; Isadore didn't mean it that way!”
“Pa's knocking, ma; shall I let him in?”
“Let him in, Roody. I'd like to know what good it will do to try to
keep him out.”
In an actual rain of perspiration, his tie slid well under one ear,
Abrahm Kantor burst in, mouthing the words before his acute state of
strangulation would let them out.
“Elsass—it's Elsass outside—he—wants—to sign—Leon—fifty
concerts—coast to coast—two thousand—next season—he's got the
papers—already drawn up—the pen outside waiting—”
In the silence that followed, Isadore Kantor, a poppiness of stare
and a violent redness set in, suddenly turned to his five-year-old son,
sticky with lollypop, and came down soundly and with smack against the
infantile, the slightly outstanding, and unsuspecting ear.
“Momser!” he cried. “Chammer! Lump! Ganef! You hear
that? Two thousand! Two thousand! Didn't I tell you—didn't I tell you
Even as Leon Kantor put pen to this princely document, Francis
Ferdinand of Austria, the assassin's bullet true, lay dead in state,
and let slip were the dogs of war.
In the next years, men, forty deep, were to die in piles; hayricks
of fields to become human hayricks of battlefields; Belgium
disembowelled, her very entrails dragging to find all the civilized
world her champion, and between the poppies of Flanders, crosses,
thousands upon thousands of them, to mark the places where the youth of
her allies fell, avenging outrage. Seas, even when calmest, were to
become terrible, and men's heart-beats, a bit sluggish with the fatty
degeneration of a sluggard peace, to quicken and then to throb with the
rat-a-tat-tat, the rat-a-tat-tat of the most peremptory, the most
reverberating call to arms in the history of the world.
In June, 1917, Leon Kantor, answering that rat-a-tat-tat, enlisted.
In November, honed by the interim of training to even a new
leanness, and sailing orders heavy and light in his heart, Lieutenant
Kantor, on two day's home-leave, took leave of his home, which can be
cruelest when it is tenderest.
Standing there in the expensive, the formal, the enormous French
parlour of his up-town apartment de luxe, from not one of whose chairs
would his mother's feet touch floor, a wall of living flesh, mortared
in blood, was throbbing and hedging him in.
He would pace up and down the long room, heavy with the faces of
those who mourn, with a laugh too ready, too facetious in his fear for
“Well, well, what is this, anyway, a wake? Where's the coffin? Who's
His sister-in-law shot out her plump, watch-incrusted wrist.
“Don't, Leon” she cried. “Such talk is a sin! It might come true.”
“Rosie-Posy-butter-ball,” he said pausing beside her chair to pinch
her deeply soft cheek. “Cry-baby-roly-poly, you can't shove me off in a
wooden kimono that way.”
From his place before the white-and-gold mantel, staring steadfastly
at the floor-tiling, Isadore Kantor turned suddenly, a bit whiter and
older at the temples.
“Don't get your comedy, Leon.
“That's the way the fellows at camp joke about coffins, ma. I didn't
mean anything but fun. Great Scott—can't anyone take a joke?”
“O God! O God!” His mother fell to swaying, softly hugging herself
“Did you sign over power of attorney to pa, Leon?”
“All fixed, Izzy.”
“I'm so afraid, son, you don't take with you enough money in your
pockets. You know how you lose it. If only you would let mamma sew that
little bag inside your uniform with a little place for bills and a
little place for the asfitidy!”
“Now, please, ma—please! If I needed more, wouldn't I take it?
Wouldn't I be a pretty joke among the fellows, tied up in that smelling
stuff? Orders are orders, ma; I know what to take and what not to
“Please, Leon, don't get mad at me, but if you will let me put in
your suitcase just one little box of that salve for your finger tips,
so they don't crack—”
Pausing as he paced to lay cheek to her hair, he patted her.
“Three boxes if you want. Now, how's that?”
“And you won't take it out so soon as my back is turned?”
“Cross my heart.”
His touch seemed to set her trembling again, all her illy concealed
emotions rushing up.
“I can't stand it! Can't! Can't! Take my life—take my blood, but
don't take my boy—don't take my boy—”
“Mamma, mamma, is that the way you're going to begin all over again
after your promise?”
She clung to him, heaving against the rising storm of sobs.
“I can't help it—can't—cut out my heart from me, but let me keep
my boy—my wonder-boy—”
“Oughtn't she be ashamed of herself? Just listen to her, Esther!
What will we do with her? Talks like she had a guarantee I wasn't
coming back. Why I wouldn't be surprised if by spring I wasn't tuning
up again for a coast-to-coast tour—”
“'Spring'—that talk don't fool me—without my boy, the springs in
my life are over—”
“Why, ma, you talk like every soldier who goes to war was killed.
There's only the smallest percentage of them die in battle—”
“'Spring,' he says; 'spring!' Crossing the seas from me! To live
through months with that sea between us—my boy maybe shot—my—”
“I can't help it, Leon; I'm not one of those fine mothers that can
be so brave. Cut out my heart, but leave my boy—my wonder-boy—my
child I prayed for!”
“There's other mothers, ma, with sons.”
“Yes, but not wonder-sons! A genius like you could so easy get
excused, Leon. Give it up. Genius it should be the last to be sent
to—the slaughter-pen. Leon darlink—don't go!”
“Ma, ma—you don't mean what you're saying. You wouldn't want me to
reason that way. You wouldn't want me to hide behind my—violin.”
“I would! Would! You should wait for the draft. With my Roody and
even my baby Boris enlisted, ain't it enough for one mother? Since they
got to be in camp, all right I say, let them be there, if my heart
breaks for it, but not my wonder-child! You get the exemption, Leon,
right away for the asking. Stay with me Leon! Don't go away! The people
at home got to be kept happy with music. That's being a soldier, too,
playing their troubles away. Stay with me, Leon! Don't go leave
He suffered her to lie, tear-drenched, back into his arms, holding
her close in his compassion for her, his own face twisting.
“God, ma, his—is awful! Please—you make us ashamed—all of us! I
don't know what to say. Esther, come quiet her—for God's sake quiet
From her place in the sobbing circle, Esther Kantor crossed to kneel
beside her mother.
“Mamma, darling, you're killing yourself! What if every family went
on this way? You want papa to come in and find us all crying? Is this
the way you want Leon to spend his last hour with us—”
“I mean his last hour until he comes back, darling. Didn't you just
hear him say, darling, it may be by spring?”
“'Spring'—'spring'—never no more springs for me—”
“Just think, darling, how proud we should be. Our Leon, who could so
easily have been excused, not even to wait for the draft.”
“It's not too late yet—please, Leon—”
“Our Roody and Boris both in camp, too, training to serve their
country. Why, mamma, we ought to be crying for happiness! As Leon says,
surely the Kantor family who fled out of Russia to escape massacre
should know how terrible slavery can be. That's why we must help our
boys, mamma, in their fight to make the world free. Right,
Leon?”—trying to smile with her red-rimmed eyes.
“We've got no fight with no one! Not a child of mine was ever raised
to so much as lift a finger against no one. We've got no fight with no
“We have got a fight with some one. With autocracy! Only, this time
it happens to be Hunnish autocracy. You should know it, mamma; oh, you
should know it deeper down in you than any of us, the fight our family
right here has got with autocracy!”
“Leon's right, mamma darling, the way you and papa were beaten out
of your country—”
“There's not a day in your life you don't curse it without knowing
it! Every time we three boys look at your son and our brother Mannie,
born an—an imbecile—because of autocracy, we know what we're fighting
for. We know. You know, too. Look at him over there, even before he was
born, ruined by autocracy! Know what I'm fighting for? Why, this whole
family knows! What's music, what's art, what's life itself in a world
without freedom? Every time, ma, you get to thinking we've got a fight
with no one, all you have to do is look at our poor Mannie. He's the
answer! He's the answer!”
In a foaming sort of silence, Mannie Kantor smiled softly from his
chair beneath the pink-and-gold shade of the piano-lamp. The
heterogeneous sounds of women weeping had ceased. Straight in her
chair, her great shelf of bust heaving, sat Rosa Kantor, suddenly dry
of eye; Isadore Kantor head up. Erect now, and out from the embrace of
her daughter, Sarah looked up at her son.
“What time do you leave, Leon?” she asked, actually firm of lip.
“Any minute, ma. Getting late.”
This time she pulled her lips to a smile, waggling her forefinger.
“Don't let them little devils of French girls fall in love with my
dude in his uniform.”
Her pretense at pleasantry was almost more than he could bear.
“Hear! Hear! Our mother thinks I'm a regular lady-killer! Hear that,
Esther?”—pinching her cheek.
“You are, Leon—only—only, you don't know it.”
“Don't you bring down too many beaus while I'm gone, either, Miss
Sotto voce to her: “Remember, Esther, while I'm gone, the
royalties from the Discaphone records are yours. I want you to have
them for pin-money and—maybe a dowry?”
She turned from him.
“I like him! Nice fellow, but too slow! Why, if I were in his shoes,
I'd have popped long ago.”
She smiled with her lashes dewy.
There entered then, in a violet-scented little whirl, Miss Gina
Berg, rosy with the sting of a winter's night, and, as usual, swathed
in the high-napped furs.
She was for greeting everyone, a wafted kiss to Mrs. Kantor, and
then arms wide, a great bunch of violets in one outstretched hand, her
glance straight sure and sparkling for Leon Kantor.
“Why, Gina—we read—we thought you were singing in Philadelphia
“So did I, Esther darling, until a little bird whispered to me that
Lieutenant Kantor was home on farewell leave.”
He advanced to her down the great length of room, lowering his head
over her hand, his puttee-clad legs clicked together.
“You mean, Miss Gina—Gina—you didn't sing?”
“Of course I didn't! Hasn't every prima donna a larynx to hid
behind?” She lifted off her fur cap, spilling curls.
“Well, I—I'll be hanged!” said Lieutenant Kantor, his eyes lakes of
her reflected loveliness.
She let her hand linger in his.
“How wonderful—your coming!”
“I—you think it was not nice of me—to come?”
“I think it was the nicest thing that ever happened in the world.”
“All the way here in the train, I kept saying—crazy—crazy—running
to tell Leon—Lieutenant—Kantor good-bye—when you haven't even seen
him three times in three years—”
“But each—each of those three times we—we've remembered, Gina.”
“But that's how I feel toward all the boys, Leon—our fighting
boys—just like flying to them to kiss them each one good-bye.”
“Come over, Gina. You'll be a treat to our mother. I—well, I'm
hanged—all the way from Philadelphia!”
There was even a sparkle to talk then, and a let-up of pressure.
After a while, Sarah Kantor looked up at her son, tremulous but
“Well, son, you going to play—for your old mother before—you go?
It'll be many a month—spring—maybe longer before I hear my boy again
except on the discaphone.”
He shot a quick glance to his sister.
“Why, I—I don't know. I—I'd love it, ma if—if you think, Esther,
“You don't need to be afraid of me, darlink. There's nothing can
give me strength to bear—what's before me like—like my boy's music.
That's my life, his music.”
“Why, yes; if mamma is sure she feels that way, play for us, Leon.”
He was already at the instrument, where it lay swathed, atop the
“What'll it be, folks?”
“Something to make ma laugh, Leon—something light, something
“'Humoresque'?” he said, with a quick glance for Miss Berg.
“'Humoresque,'“ she said, smiling back at him.
He capered through, cutting and playful of bow, the melody of
Dvorak's, which is as ironic as a grinning mask.
Finished, he smiled at his parent, her face still untearful.
“It's like life, son, that piece. Laughing and making fun of—the
way just as we think we got—we ain't got.”
“Play that new piece, Leon, the one you set to music. You know. The
words by that young boy in the war who wrote such grand poetry before
he was killed. The one that always makes poor Mannie laugh. Play it for
Her plump little unlined face innocent of fault, Mrs. Isadore Kantor
ventured her request, her smile tired with tears.”
“No, no—Rosa—not now—ma wouldn't want that.”
“I do, son; I do! Even Mannie should have his share of good-bye.”
To Gina Berg: “They want me to play that little setting of mine of
Allan Seeger's poem, 'I have a rendezvous.'“
“It—it's beautiful, Leon! I was to have sung it on my program
to-night—only, I'm afraid you had better not—”
“Please, Leon! Nothing you play can ever make me as sad as it makes
me glad. Mannie should have too his good-bye.”
“All right then, ma, if—if you're sure you want it. Will you sing
She had risen.
“Why, yes, Leon.”
She sang it then, quite purely, her hands clasped simply together
and her glance mistily off, the beautiful, the heroic, the lyrical
prophecy of a soldier-poet and a poet-soldier.
But I've a rendezvous with Death
On some scarred slope of battered hill,
When spring comes round again this year
And the first meadow-flowers appear.
In the silence that followed, a sob burst out stifled from Esther
Kantor, this time her mother holding her in arms that were strong.
“That, Leon, is the most beautiful of all your compositions. What
does it mean, son, that word, 'rondy-voo'?”
“Why, I—I don't exactly know. A rendezvous—it's a sort of meeting,
an engagement, isn't it, Miss Gina? Gina?”
“That's it, Leon—an engagement.”
“Have I an engagement with you, Gina?”
“Oh, how—how I hope you have, Leon!”
“In the spring?”
“That's it—in the spring.”
Then they smiled, these two, who had never felt more than the merest
butterfly wings of love brushing them, light as lashes. No word between
them, only an unfinished sweetness, waiting to be linked up.
Suddenly there burst in Abrahm Kantor.
“Quick, Leon! I got the car downstairs. Just fifteen minutes to make
the ferry. Quick! The sooner we get him over there the sooner we get
him back! I'm right, mamma? Now—now—no water-works! Get your
brother's suitcase, Isadore. Now—now—no nonsense—quick!”
With a deftly manoeuvred round of good-byes, a grip-laden dash for
door, a throbbing moment of turning back when it seemed as though Sarah
Kantor's arms could not unlock their deadlock of him, Leon Kantor was
out and gone, the group of faces point-etched into the silence behind
him. The poor mute face of Mannie, laughing softly. Rosa Kantor crying
into her hands. Esther, grief-crumpled, but rich in the enormous hope
of youth. The sweet Gina, to whom the waiting months had already begun
Not so, Sarah Kantor. In a bedroom adjoining, its high-ceilinged
vastness as cold as a cathedral to her lowness of stature, sobs dry and
terrible were rumbling up from her, only to dash against lips tightly
On her knees beside a chest of drawers, and unwrapping it from
swaddling-clothes, she withdrew what at best had been a sorry sort of
fiddle. Cracked of back and solitary of string it was as if her
trembling arms, raising it above her head, would make of themselves and
her swaying body the tripod of an altar. The old twisting and prophetic
pain was behind her heart. Like the painted billows of music that the
old Italian masters loved to do, there wound and wreathed about her
clouds of song.
But I've a rendezvous with Death
On some scarred slope of battered hill,
When spring comes round again this year
And the first meadow-flowers appear.