Bush Studies by Barbara Baynton
A SWIRL of wet leaves from the night-hidden trees decorating the
little station beat against the closed doors of the carriages. The
porter hurried along holding his blear-eyed lantern to the different
windows, and calling the name of the township in language peculiar to
porters. There was only one ticket to collect.
Passengers from far up-country towns have importance from their
rarity. He turned his lantern full on this one, as he took her ticket.
She looked at him too, and listened to the sound of his voice, as he
spoke to the guard. Once she had known every hand at the station. The
porter knew everyone in the district. This traveller was a stranger to
If her letter had been received, someone would have been waiting
with a buggy. She passed through the station. She saw nothing but an
ownerless dog, huddled, wet and shivering, in a corner. More for
sound she turned to look up the straggling street of the township.
Among the sheoaks, bordering the river she knew so well, the wind made
ghostly music, unheeded by the sleeping town. There was no other
sound, and she turned to the dog with a feeling of kinship. But perhaps
the porter had a message! She went back to the platform. He was
locking the office door, but paused as though expecting her to speak.
"Wet night!" he said at length, breaking the silence. Her question
resolved itself into a request for the time, though this she already
knew. She hastily left him.
She drew her cloak tightly round her. The wind made her umbrella
useless for shelter. Wind and rain and darkness lay before her on the
walk of three bush miles to her mother's home. Still it was the home
of her girlhood, and she knew every inch of the way.
As she passed along the sleeping street, she saw no sign of life
till near the end. A light burned in a small shop, and the sound of
swift tapping came to her. They work late tonight, she thought, and,
remembering their gruesome task, hesitated, half-minded to ask these
night workers, for whom they laboured. Was it someone she had known?
The long dark walk— she could not— and hastened to lose the sound.
The zigzag course of the railway brought the train again near to
her, and this wayfarer stood and watched it tunnelling in the teeth of
the wind. Whoof! whoof! its steaming breath hissed at her. She saw the
rain spitting viciously at its red mouth. Its speed, as it passed, made
her realize the tedious difficulties of her journey, and she quickened
her pace. There was the silent tenseness that precedes a storm. From
the branch of a tree overhead she heard a watchful mother-bird's
warning call, and the twitter of the disturbed nestlings. The tender
care of this bird-mother awoke memories of her childhood.
What mattered the lonely darkness, when it led to mother. Her
forebodings fled, and she faced the old track unheedingly, and ever
and ever she smiled, as she foretasted their meeting.
She could feel loving arms around her, and a mother's sacred
kisses. She thrilled, and in her impatience ran, but the wind was
angry and took her breath. Then the child near her heart stirred for
the first time. The instincts of motherhood awakened in her. Her
elated body quivered, she fell on her knees, lifted her hands, and
turned her face to God. A vivid flash of lightning flamed above her
head. It dulled her rapture. The lightning was very near.
She went on, then paused. Was she on the right track? Back, near
the bird's nest, were two roads.
One led to home, the other was the old bullock-dray road that the
railway had almost usurped. When she should have been careful in her
choice, she had been absorbed. It was a long way back to the
cross-roads, and she dug in her mind for land marks. Foremost she
recalled the "Bendy Tree", then the "Sisters", whose entwined arms
talked, when the wind was from the south. The apple-trees on the creek
- split flat, where the cows and calves were always to be found. The
wrong track, being nearer the river, had clumps of sheoaks and groups
of pines in places. An angled line of lightning illuminated
everything, but the violence of the thunder distracted her.
She stood in uncertainty, near-sighted, with all the horror of the
unknown that this infirmity could bring. Irresolute, she waited for
another flash. It served to convince her she was wrong. Through the
bush she turned.
The sky seemed to crack with the lightning; the thunder's
suddenness shook her. Among some tall pines she stood awed, while the
Then again that indefinite fear struck at her. Restlessly she
pushed on till she stumbled, and, with hands outstretched, met some
object that moved beneath them as she fell. The lightning showed a
group of terrified cattle. Tripping and falling, she ran, she knew not
where, but keeping her eyes turned towards the cattle. Aimlessly she
pushed on, and unconsciously retraced her steps.
She struck the track she was on when her first doubt came. If this
were the right way, the wheel-ruts would show. She groped, but the
rain had levelled them. There was nothing to guide her. Suddenly she
remembered that the little clump of pines, where the cattle were, lay
between the two roads. She had gathered mistletoe berries there in the
She believed, she hoped, she prayed, that she was right. If so, a
little further on, she would come to the "Bendy Tree". There long ago
a runaway horse had crushed its drunken rider against the bent,
distorted trunk. She could recall how in her young years that tree had
ever after had a weird fascination for her.
She saw its crooked body in the lightning's glare. She was on the
right track, yet dreaded to go on. Her childhood's fear came back. In
a transient flash she thought she saw a horseman galloping furiously
towards her. She placed both her hands protectingly over her heart,
and waited. In the dark interval, above the shriek of the wind, she
thought she heard a cry, then crash came the thunder, drowning her
call of warning. In the next flash she saw nothing but the tree. "Oh,
God, protect me!" she prayed, and diverging, with a shrinking heart
The road dipped to the creek. Louder and louder came the roar of
its flooded waters. Even little Dog-trap Gully was proudly foaming
itself hoarse. It emptied below where she must cross. But there were
others that swelled it above.
The noise of the rushing creek was borne to her by the wind, still
fierce, though the rain had lessened. Perhaps there would be someone
to meet her at the bank! Last time she had come, the night had been
fine, and though she had been met at the station by a neighbour's son,
mother had come to the creek with a lantern and waited for her. She
looked eagerly, but there was no light.
The creek was a banker, but the track led to a plank, which, lashed
to the willows on cither bank, was usually above flood-level. A
churning sound showed that the water was over the plank, and she must
wade along it. She turned to the sullen sky. There was no gleam of
light save in her resolute, white face.
Her mouth grew tender, as she thought of the husband she loved, and
of their child. Must she dare!
She thought of the grey-haired mother, who was waiting on the other
side This dwarfed every tie that had parted them. There was atonement
in these difficulties and dangers.
Again her face turned heavenward! "Bless, pardon, protect and
guide, strengthen and comfort!" Her mother's prayer.
Steadying herself by the long willow branches, ankle-deep she
began. With every step the water deepened.
Malignantly the wind fought her, driving her back, or snapping the
brittle stems from her skinned hands.
The water was knee-deep now, and every step more hazardous.
She held with her teeth to a thin limb, while she unfastened her
hat and gave it to the greedy wind.
From the cloak, a greater danger, she could not in her haste free
herself; her numbed fingers had lost their cunning.
Soon the water would be deeper, and the support from the branches
less secure. Even if they did reach across, she could not hope for
much support from their wind-driven, fragile ends.
Still she would not go back. Though the roar of that rushing water
was making her giddy, though the deafening wind fought her for every
inch, she would not turn back.
Long ago she should have come to her old mother, and her heart gave
a bound of savage rapture in thus giving the sweat of her body for the
sin of her soul.
Midway the current strengthened. Perhaps if she, deprived of the
willows, were swept down, her clothes would keep her afloat. She took
firm hold and drew a deep breath to call her child-cry, "Mother!"
The water was deeper and swifter, and from the sparsity of the
branches she knew she was nearing the middle. The wind unopposed by
the willows was more powerful. Strain as she would, she could reach
only the tips of the opposite trees, not hold them.
Despair shook her. With one hand she gripped those that had served
her so far, and cautiously drew as many as she could grasp with the
other. The wind savagely snapped them, and they lashed her unprotected
face. Round and round her bare neck they coiled their stripped fingers.
Her mother had planted these willows, and she herself had watched them
grow. How could they be so hostile to her!
The creek deepened with every moment she waited. But more dreadful
than the giddying water was the distracting noise of the mighty wind,
nurtured by the hollows.
The frail twigs of the opposite tree snapped again and again in her
hands. She must release her hold of those behind her. If she could
make two steps independently, the thicker branches would then be her
"Will you?" yelled the wind. A sudden gust caught her, and, hurling
her backwards, swept her down the stream with her cloak for a sail.
She battled instinctively, and her first thought was of the
letter-kiss she had left for the husband she loved. Was it to be his
She clutched a floating branch, and was swept down with it. Vainly
she fought for either bank. She opened her lips to call. The wind made
a funnel of her mouth and throat, and a wave of muddy water choked her
cry. She struggled desperately, but after a few mouthfuls she ceased.
The weird cry from the "Bendy Tree" pierced and conquered the
deep-throated wind. Then a sweet dream-voice whispered "Little woman!"
Soft, strong arms carried her on. Weakness aroused the melting idea
that all had been a mistake, and she had been fighting with friends.
The wind even crooned a lullaby. Above the angry waters her face rose
A giant tree's fallen body said, "Thus far!" and in vain the
athletic furious water rushed and strove to throw her over the
barrier. Driven back, it tried to take her with it. But a jagged arm of
the tree snagged her cloak and held her.
Bruised and half-conscious she was left to her deliverer, and the
back-broken water crept tamed under its old foe. The hammer of hope
awoke her heart. Along the friendly back of the tree she crawled, and
among its bared roots rested. But it was only to get her breath, for
this was mother's side.
She breasted the rise. Then every horror was of the past and
forgotten, for there in the hollow was home.
And there was the light shining its welcome to her.
She quickened her pace, but did not run— motherhood is instinct in
woman. The rain had come again, and the wind buffeted her. To breathe
was a battle, yet she went on swiftly, for at the sight of the light
her nameless fear had left her.
She would tell mother how she had heard her call in the night, and
mother would smile ha grave smile and stroke her wet hair, call her
"Little woman! My little woman!" and tell her she had been dreaming,
just dreaming. Ah, but mother herself was a dreamer!
The gate was swollen with rain and difficult to open. It had been
opened by mother last time. But plainly her letter had not reached
home. Perhaps the bad weather had delayed the mail-boy.
There was the light. She was not daunted when the bark of the old
dog brought no one to the door. It might not be heard inside, for
there was such a torrent of water falling somewhere close. Mechanically
her mind located it. The tank near the house, fed by the spouts, was
running over, cutting channels through the flower beds, and flooding
the paths. Why had not mother diverted the spout to the other tank!
Something indefinite held her. Her mind went back to the many times
long ago when she had kept alive the light while mother fixed the
spout to save the water that the dry summer months made precious. It
was not like mother, for such carelessness meant carrying from the
Suddenly she grew cold and her heart trembled. After she had seen
mother, she would come out and fix it, but just now she could not
She tapped gently, and called, "Mother!"
While she waited she tried to make friends with the dog. Her heart
smote her, in that there had been so long an interval since she saw
her old home that the dog had forgotten her voice.
Her teeth chattered as she again tapped softly. The sudden light
dazzled her when a stranger opened the door for her. Steadying herself
by the wall, with wild eyes she looked around. Another strange woman
stood by the fire, and a child slept on the couch. The child's mother
raised it, and the other led the now panting creature to the child's
bed. Not a word was spoken, and the movements of these women were like
those who fear to awaken a sleeper.
Something warm was held to her lips, for through it all she was
conscious of everything, even that the numbing horror in her eyes met
answering awe in theirs. In the light the dog knew her and gave her
welcome. But she had none for him now.
When she rose one of the women lighted a candle. She noticed how,
if the blazing wood cracked, the women started nervously, how the
disturbed child pointed to her bruised face, and whispered softly to
its mother, how she who lighted the candle did not strike the match
but held it to the fire, and how the light-bearer led the way so
She reached her mother's room. Aloft the woman held the candle and
turned away her head.
The daughter parted the curtains, and the light fell on the face of
the sleeper who would dream no dreams that night.
THE woman carried the bag with the axe and maul and wedges; the man
had the billy and clean tucker-bags; the cross-cut saw linked them.
She was taller than the man, and the equability of her body,
contrasting with his indolent slouch, accentuated the difference.
"Squeaker's mate", the men called her, and these agreed that she was
the best long-haired mate that ever stepped in petticoats. The
selectors' wives pretended to challenge her right to womanly garments,
but if she knew what they said, it neither turned nor troubled
Nine prospective posts and maybe sixteen rails— she calculated
this yellow gum would yield. "Come on," she encouraged the man; "let's
From the bag she took the axe, and ring-barked a preparatory
circle, while he looked for a shady spot for the billy and
"Come on." She was waiting with the greased saw. He came. The saw
rasped through a few inches, then he stopped and looked at the sun.
"It's nigh tucker-time," he said, and when she dissented, he
exclaimed, with sudden energy, "There's another bee! Wait, you go on
with the axe, an' I'll track 'im."
As they came, they had already followed one and located the nest.
She could not see the bee he spoke of, though her grey eyes were as
keen as a black's. However, she knew the man, and her tolerance was of
She drew out the saw, spat on her hands, and with the axe began
weakening the inclining side of the tree.
Long and steadily and in secret the worm had been busy in the
heart. Suddenly the axe blade sank softly, the tree's wounded edges
closed on it like a vice. There was a "settling" quiver on its top
branches, which the woman heard and understood. The man, encouraged by
the sounds of the axe, had returned with an armful of sticks for the
billy. He shouted gleefully, "It's fallin', look out."
But she waited to free the axe.
With a shivering groan the tree fell, and as she sprang aside, a
thick worm-eaten branch snapped at a joint and silently she went down
"I tole yer t' look out," he reminded her, as with a crowbar, and
grunting earnestly, he forced it up.
"Now get out quick."
She tried moving her arms and the upper part of her body. Do this;
do that, he directed, but she made no movement after the first. He was
impatient, because for once he had actually to use his strength.
His share of a heavy lift usually consisted of a make-believe
grunt, delivered at a critical moment. Yet he hardly cared to let it
again fall on her, though he told her he would, if she "didn't shift".
Near him lay a piece broken short; with his foot he drew it nearer,
then gradually worked it into a position, till it acted as a stay to
He laid her on her back when he drew her out, and waited expecting
some acknowledgment of his exertions, but she was silent, and as she
did not notice that the axe, she had tried to save, lay with the
fallen trunk across it, he told her. She cared almost tenderly for all
their possessions and treated them as friends. But the half-buried
broken axe did not affect her. He wondered a little, for only last
week she had patiently chipped out the old broken head, and put in a
"Feel bad?" he inquired at length.
"Pipe," she replied with slack lips.
Both pipes lay in the fork of a near tree. He took his, shook out
the ashes, filled it, picked up a coal and puffed till it was alight—
then he filled hers. Taking a small firestick he handed her the pipe.
The hand she raised shook and closed in an uncertain hold, but she
managed by a great effort to get it to her mouth. He lost patience
with the swaying hand that tried to take the light.
"Quick," he said "quick, that damn dog's at the tucker."
He thrust it into her hand that dropped helplessly across her
chest. The lighted stick, falling between her bare arm and the dress,
slowly roasted the flesh and smouldered the clothes. He rescued their
dinner, pelted his dog out of sight— hers was lying near her head—
put on the billy, then came back to her.
The pipe had fallen from her lips; there was blood on the stem.
"Did yer jam yer tongue?" he asked.
She always ignored trifles, he knew, therefore he passed her
He told her that her dress was on fire. She took no heed. He put it
out, and looked at the burnt arm, then with intentness at her. Her
eyes were turned unblinkingly to the heavens, her lips were grimly
apart, and a strange greyness was upon her face, and the sweat-beads
"Like a drink er tea? Asleep?"
He broke a green branch from the fallen tree and swished from his
face the multitudes of flies that had descended with it.
In a heavy way he wondered why did she sweat, when she was not
working? Why did she not keep the flies out of her mouth and eyes?
She'd have bungy eyes, if she didn't. If she was asleep, why did she
not close them?p
But asleep or awake, as the billy began to boil, he left her, made
the tea, and ate his dinner. His dog had disappeared, and as it did
not come to his whistle, he threw the pieces to hers, that would not
leave her head to reach them.
He whistled tunelessly his one air, beating his own time with a
stick on the toe of his blucher, then looked overhead at the sun and
calculated that she must have been lying like that for "close up an
hour". He noticed that the axe handle was broken in two places, and
speculated a little as to whether she would again pick out the
back-broken handle or burn it out in his method, which was less
trouble, if it did spoil the temper of the blade. He examined the
worm-dust in the stump and limbs of the newly-fallen tree; mounted it
and looked round the plain. The sheep were straggling in a manner that
meant walking work to round them, and he supposed he would have to
yard them tonight, if she didn't liven up. He looked down at
unenlivened her. This changed his "chune" to a call for his hiding dog.
"Come on, ole feller," he commanded her dog. "Fetch 'em back."
He whistled further instructions, slapping his thigh and pointing
to the sheep. But a brace of wrinkles either side the brute's closed
mouth demonstrated determined disobedience.
The dog would go if she told him, and by and by she would.
He lighted his pipe and killed half an hour smoking. With the
frugality that hard graft begets, his mate limited both his and her
own tobacco, so he must not smoke all afternoon. There was no work to
shirk, so time began to drag. Then a "goanner" crawling up a tree
attracted him. He gathered various missiles and tried vainly to hit
the seemingly grinning reptile. He came back and sneaked a fill of her
tobacco, and while he was smoking, the white tilt of a cart caught his
eye. He jumped up. "There's Red Bob goin' t'our place fur th' 'oney,"
he said. "I'll go an' weigh it an' get the gonz" (money).
He ran for the cart, and kept looking back as if fearing she would
follow and thwart him.
Red Bob the dealer was, in a business way, greatly concerned, when
he found that Squeaker's mate was "'avin' a sleep out there 'cos a
tree fell on her". She was the best honey-strainer and boiler that he
dealt with. She was straight and square too. There was no water in her
honey whether boiled or merely strained, and in every kerosene-tin the
weight of honey was to an ounce as she said. Besides he was suspicious
and diffident of paying the indecently eager Squeaker before he saw
the woman. So reluctantly Squeaker led to where she lay. With many
fierce oaths Red Bob sent her lawful protector for help, and
compassionately poured a little from his flask down her throat, then
swished away the flies from her till help came.
Together these men stripped a sheet of bark, and laying her with
pathetic tenderness upon it, carried her to her hut. Squeaker followed
in the rear with the billy and tucker.
Red Bob took his horse from the cart, and went to town for the
doctor. Late that night at the back of the old hut (there were two) he
and others who had heard that she was hurt, squatted with unlighted
pipes in their mouths, waiting to hear the doctor's verdict. After he
had given it and gone, they discussed in whispers, and with a look
seen only on bush faces, the hard luck of that woman who alone had
hard-grafted with the best of them for every acre and hoof on that
selection. Squeaker would go through it in no time. Why she had
allowed it to be taken up in his name, when the money had been her
own, was also for them among the mysteries.
Him they called "a nole woman", not because he was hanging round
the honey-tins, but after man's fashion to eliminate all virtue. They
beckoned him, and explaining his mate's injury, cautioned him to keep
from her the knowledge that she would be for ever a cripple.
"Jus' th' same, now, then fur 'im," pointing to Red Bob, "t' pay
me, I'll 'ev t' go t' town."
They told him in whispers what they thought of him, and with a
cowardly look towards where she lay, but without a word of parting,
like shadows these men made for their homes.
Next day the women came. Squeaker's mate was not a favourite with
them— a woman with no leisure for yarning was not likely to be. After
the first day they left her severely alone, their plea to their
husbands, her uncompromising independence. It is in the ordering of
things that by degrees most husbands accept their wives' views of
The flour bespattering Squeaker's now neglected clothes spoke
eloquently of his clumsy efforts at damper making. The women gave him
many a feed, agreeing that it must be miserable for him.
If it were miserable and lonely for his mate, she did not complain;
for her the long, long days would give place to longer nights— those
nights with the pregnant bush silence suddenly cleft by a bush voice.
However, she was not fanciful, and being a bush scholar knew 'twas a
dingo, when a long whine came from the scrub on the skirts of which
lay the axe under the worm-eaten tree. That quivering wail from the
billabong lying murkily mystic towards the East was only the cry of the
Always her dog— wakeful and watchful as she— patiently waiting
for her to be up and about again.
That would be soon, she told her complaining mate.
"Yer won't. Yer back's broke," said Squeaker laconically.
"That's wot's wrong er yer; injoory t' th' spine. Doctor says that
means back's broke, and yer won't never walk no more. No good not t'
tell yer, cos I can't be doin' everythin'."
A wild look grew on her face, and she tried to sit up.
"Erh," said he, "see! yer carnt, yer jes' ther same as a snake w'en
ees back's broke, on'y yer don't bite yerself like a snake does w'en
'e carnt crawl. Yer did bite yer tongue w'en yer fell."
She gasped, and he could hear her heart beating when she let her
head fall back a few moments; though she wiped her wet forehead with
the back of her hand, and still said that was the doctor's mistake.
But day after day she tested her strength, and whatever the result, was
silent, though white witnesses, halo-wise, gradually circled her brow
"'Tisn't as if yer was agoin' t' get better t'morrer, the doctor
says yer won't never work no more, an' I can't be cookin' an' workin'
an' doin' everythin'!"
He muttered something about "sellin' out", but she firmly refused
to think of such a monstrous proposal.
He went into town one Saturday afternoon soon after, and did not
return till Monday.
Her supplies, a billy of tea and scraps of salt beef and damper
(her dog got the beef), gave out the first day, though that was as
nothing to her compared with the bleat of the penned sheep, for it was
summer and droughty, and her dog could not unpen them.
Of them and her dog only she spoke when he returned. He d----d him,
and d----d her, and told her to "double up yer ole broke back an' bite
yerself". He threw things about, made a long-range feint of kicking
her threatening dog, then sat outside in the shade of the old hut,
nursing his head till he slept.
She, for many reasons, had when necessary made these trips into
town, walking both ways, leading a pack-horse for supplies. She never
failed to indulge him in a half pint— a pipe was her luxury.
The sheep waited till next day, so did she.
For a few days he worked a little in her sight; not much— he never
did. It was she who always lifted the heavy end of the log, and
carried the tools; he— the billy and tucker.
She wearily watched him idling his time; reminded him that the wire
lying near the fence would rust, one could run the wire through
easily, and when she got up in a day or so, she would help strain and
fasten it. At first he pretended he had done it, later said he wasn't
goin' t' go wirin' or nothin' else by 'imself if every other man on
the place did.
She spoke of many other things that could be done by one, reserving
the great till she was well.
Sometimes he whistled while she spoke, often swore, generally went
out, and when this was inconvenient, dull as he was, he found the "Go
and bite yerself like a snake", would instantly silence her. At last
the work worry ceased to exercise her, and for night to bring him home
was a rare thing. Her dog rounded and yarded the sheep when the sun
went down and there was no sign of him, and together they kept watch
on their movements till dawn. She was mindful not to speak of this care
to him, knowing he would have left it for them to do constantly, and
she noticed that what little interest he seemed to share went to the
sheep. Why, was soon demonstrated.
Through the cracks her ever watchful eyes one day saw the dust rise
out of the plain. Nearer it came till she saw him and a man on
horseback rounding and driving the sheep into the yard, and later both
left in charge of a little mob. Their "Baa-baas" to her were cries for
help; many had been pets. So he was selling her sheep to the town
In the middle of the next week he came from town with a fresh
horse, new saddle and bridle. He wore a flash red shirt, and round his
neck a silk handkerchief. On the next occasion she smelt scent, and
though he did not try to display the dandy meerschaum, she saw it, and
heard the squeak of the new boots, not bluchers. However he was kinder
to her this time, offering a fill of his cut tobacco; he had long
ceased to keep her supplied. Several of the men who sometimes in
passing took a look in, would have made up her loss had they known,
but no word of complaint passed her lips.
She looked at Squeaker as he filled his pipe from his pouch, but he
would not meet her eyes, and, seemingly dreading something, slipped
She heard him hammering in the old hut at the back, which served
for tools and other things which sunlight and rain did not hurt. Quite
briskly he went in and out. She could see him through the cracks
carrying a narrow strip of bark, and understood, he was making a bunk.
When it was finished he had a smoke, then came to her and fidgetted
about; he said this hut was too cold, and that she would never get
well in it. She did not feel cold, but, submitting to his mood, allowed
him to make a fire that would roast a sheep. He took off his hat, and,
fanning himself, said he was roastin', wasn't she? She was.
He offered to carry her into the other; he would put a new roof on
it in a day or two, and it would be better than this one, and she
would be up in no time. He stood to say this where she could not see
His eagerness had tripped him.
There were months to run before all the Government conditions of
residence, etc., in connection with the selection, would be fulfilled,
still she thought perhaps he was trying to sell out, and she would not
He was away four days that time, and when he returned slept in the
She compromised. Would he put a bunk there for himself, keep out of
town, and not sell the place? He promised instantly with additions.
"Try could yer crawl yerself?" he coaxed, looking at her bulk.
Her nostrils quivered with her suppressed breathing, and her lips
tightened, but she did not attempt to move.
It was evident some great purpose actuated him. After attempts to
carry and drag her, he rolled her on the sheet of bark that had
brought her home, and laboriously drew her round.
She asked for a drink, he placed her billy and tin pint besides the
bunk, and left her, gasping and dazed, to her sympathetic dog. She
saw him run up and yard his horse, and though she called him, he would
not answer nor come.
When he rode swiftly towards the town, her dog leaped on the bunk,
and joined a refrain to her lamentation, but the cat took to the bush.
He came back at dusk next day in a spring cart— not alone— he had
another mate. She saw her though he came a roundabout way, trying to
keep in front of the new hut.
There were noises of moving many things from the cart to the hut.
Finally he came to a crack near where she lay, and whispered the
promise of many good things to her if she kept quiet, and that he
would set her hut afire if she didn't. She was quiet, he need not have
feared, for that time she was past it, she was stunned.
The released horse came stumbling round to the old hut, and thrust
its head in the door in a domesticated fashion. Her dog promptly
resented this straggler mistaking their hut for a stable. And the
dog's angry dissent, together with the shod clatter of the rapidly
disappearing intruder, seemed to have a disturbing effect on the pair
in the new hut. The settling sounds suddenly ceased, and the cripple
heard the stranger close the door, despite Squeaker's assurances that
the woman in the old hut could not move from her bunk to save her
life, and that her dog would not leave her.
Food, more and better, was placed near her— but, dumb and
motionless, she lay with her face turned to the wall, and her dog
growled menacingly at the stranger. The new woman was uneasy, and told
Squeaker what people might say and do if she died.
He scared at the "do", went into the bush and waited.
She went to the door, not the crack, the face was turned that way,
and said she had come to cook and take care of her.
The disabled woman, turning her head slowly, looked steadily at
her. She was not much to look at. Her red hair hung in an uncurled
bang over her forehead, the lower part of her face had robbed the
upper, and her figure evinced imminent motherhood, though it is
doubtful if the barren woman, noting this, knew by calculation the
paternity was not Squeaker's. She was not learned in these matters,
though she understood all about an ewe and lamb.
One circumstance was apparent— ah! bitterest of all bitterness to
women— she was younger.
The thick hair that fell from the brow of the woman on the bunk was
Bread and butter the woman brought. The cripple looked at it, at
her dog, at the woman. Bread and butter for a dog! but the stranger
did not understand till she saw it offered to the dog. The bread and
butter was not for the dog. She brought meat.
All next day the man kept hidden. The cripple saw his dog, and knew
he was about.
But there was an end of this pretence when at dusk he came back
with a show of haste, and a finger of his right hand bound and
ostentatiously prominent. His entrance caused great excitement to his
new mate. The old mate, who knew this snake-bite trick from its
inception, maybe, realized how useless were the terrified stranger's
efforts to rouse the snoring man after an empty pint bottle had been
flung on the outside heap.
However, what the sick woman thought was not definite, for she kept
silent always. Neither was it clear how much she ate, and how much she
gave to her dog, though the new mate said to Squeaker one day that she
believed that the dog would not take a bite more than its share.
The cripple's silence told on the stranger, especially when alone.
She would rather have abuse.
Eagerly she counted the days past and to pass. Then back to the
town. She told no word of that hope to Squeaker, he had no place in
her plans for the future. So if he spoke of what they would do by and
by when his time would be up, and he able to sell out, she listened in
She did tell him she was afraid of "her", and after the first day
would not go within reach, but every morning made a billy of tea,
which with bread and beef Squeaker carried to her.
The rubbish heap was adorned, for the first time, with jam and fish
tins from the table in the new hut. It seemed to be understood that
neither woman nor dog in the old hut required them.
Squeaker's dog sniffed and barked joyfully around them till his
licking efforts to bottom a salmon tin sent him careering in a muzzled
frenzy, that caused the younger woman's thick lips to part grinningly
till he came too close.
The remaining sheep were regularly yarded. His old mate heard him
whistle as he did it. Squeaker began to work about a little
burning-off. So that now, added to the other bush voices, was the call
from some untimely falling giant. There is no sound so human as that
from the riven souls of these tree people, or the trembling sighs of
their upright neighbours whose hands in time will meet over the
victim's fallen body.
There was no bunk on the side of the hut to which her eyes turned,
but her dog filled that space, and the flash that passed between this
back-broken woman and her dog might have been the spirit of these
slain tree folk, it was so wondrous ghostly. Still, at times, the
practical in her would be dominant, for in a mind so free of fancies,
backed by bodily strength, hope died slowly, and forgetful of self she
would almost call to Squeaker her fears that certain bees' nests were
He went into town one day and returned, as he had promised, long
before sundown, and next day a clothesline bridged the space between
two trees near the back of the old hut; and— an equally rare
occurrence— Squeaker placed across his shoulders the yoke that his old
mate had fashioned for herself, with two kerosene-tins attached, and
brought them filled with water from the distant creek; but both only
partly filled the tub, a new purchase. With utter disregard of the heat
and Squeaker's sweating brow, his new mate said, even after another
trip, two more now for the blue water. Under her commands he brought
them, though sullenly, perhaps contrasting the old mate's methods with
His old mate had periodically carried their washing to the creek,
and his mole-skins had been as white as snow without aid of blue.
Towards noon, on the clothes-line many strange garments fluttered,
suggestive of a taunt to the barren woman. When the sun went down she
could have seen the assiduous Squeaker lower the new prop-sticks and
considerately stoop to gather the pegs his inconsiderate new mate had
dropped. However, after one load of water next morning, on hearing her
estimate that three more would put her own things through, Squeaker
struck. Nothing he could urge would induce the stranger to trudge to
the creek, where thirst-slaked snakes lay waiting for someone to bite.
She sulked and pretended to pack up, till a bright idea struck
Squeaker. He fastened a cask on a sledge and, harnessing the new horse,
hitched him to it, and, under the approving eyes of his new mate, led
off to the creek, though, when she went inside, he bestrode the
He had various mishaps, any one of which would have served as an
excuse to his old mate, but even babes soon know on whom to impose.
With an energy new to him he persevered and filled the cask, but the
old horse repudiated such a burden even under Squeaker's unmerciful
welts. Almost half was sorrowfully baled out, and under a rain of
whacks the horse shifted it a few paces, but the cask tilted and the
thirsty earth got its contents. All Squeaker's adjectives over his
wasted labour were as unavailing as the cure for spilt milk.
It took skill and patience to rig the cask again. He partly filled
it, and, just as success seemed probable, the rusty wire fastening the
cask to the sledge snapped with the strain, and, springing free, coiled
affectionately round the terrified horse's hocks. Despite the sledge
(the cask had been soon disposed of) that old town horse's pace then
was his record. Hours after, on the plain that met the horizon, loomed
two specks: the distance between them might be gauged, for the larger
Anticipating a plentiful supply and lacking in bush caution, the
new mate used the half-bucket of water to boil the salt mutton.
Towards noon she laid this joint and bread on the rough table, then
watched anxiously in the wrong direction for Squeaker.
She had drained the new tea-pot earlier, but she placed the spout
to her thirsty mouth again.
She continued looking for him for hours. Had he sneaked off to
town, thinking she had not used that water, or not caring whether or
no? She did not trust him; another had left her. Besides she judged
Squeaker by his treatment of the woman who was lying in there with
wide-open eyes. Anyhow no use to cry with only that silent woman to
Had she drunk all hers?p
She tried to see at long range through the cracks, but the hanging
bed-clothes hid the billy. She went to the door, and, avoiding the
bunk looked at the billy.
It was half full.
Instinctively she knew that the eyes of the woman were upon her.
She turned away, and hoped and waited for thirsty minutes that seemed
Desperation drove her back to the door. Dared she? No, she
Getting a long forked propstick, she tried to reach it from the
door, but the dog sprang at the stick. She dropped it and ran.
A scraggy growth fringed the edge of the plain. There was the
creek. How far? she wondered. Oh, very far, she knew, and besides
there were only a few holes where water was, and the snakes; for
Squeaker, with a desire to shine in her eyes, was continually telling
her of snakes— vicious and many — that daily he did battle with.
She recalled the evening he came from hiding in the scrub with a
string round one finger, and said a snake had bitten him. He had drunk
the pint of brandy she had brought for her sickness, and then slept
till morning. True, although next day he had to dig for the string
round the blue swollen finger, he was not worse than the many she had
seen at the Shearer's Rest suffering a recovery. There was no brandy
to cure her if she were bitten.
She cried a little in self-pity, then withdrew her eyes, that were
getting red, from the outlying creek, and went again to the door. She
of the bunk lay with closed eyes.
Was she asleep? The stranger's heart leapt, yet she was hardly in
earnest as she tip-toed billy-wards.
The dog, crouching with head between two paws, eyed her steadily,
but showed no opposition. She made dumb show. "I want to be friends
with you, and won't hurt her." Abruptly she looked at her, then at the
dog. He was motionless and emotionless. Besides if that dog— certainly
watching her— wanted to bite her (her dry mouth opened) it could get
her any time. She rated this dog's intelligence almost human, from
many of its actions in omission and commission in connection with this
She regretted the pole, no dog would stand that.
Two more steps.
Now just one more; then, by bending and stretching her arm, she
would reach it. Could she now? She tried to encourage herself by
remembering how close on the first day she had been to the woman, and
how delicious a few mouthfuls would be— swallowing dry mouthfuls.
She measured the space between where she had first stood and the
billy. Could she get anything to draw it to her? No, the dog would not
stand that, and besides the handle would rattle, and she might hear
and open her eyes.
The thought of those sunken eyes suddenly opening made her heart
bound. Oh! she must breathe— deep, loud breaths. Her throat clicked
noisily. Looking back fearfully, she went swiftly out.
She did not look for Squeaker this time, she had given him up.
While she waited for her breath to steady, to her relief and
surprise the dog came out. She made a rush to the new hut, but he
passed seemingly oblivious of her, and, bounding across the plain,
began rounding the sheep. Then he must know Squeaker had gone to town.
Stay! Her heart beat violently; was it because she on the bunk
slept and did not want him?p
She waited till her heart quieted, and again crept to the door.
The head of the woman on the bunk had fallen towards the wall as in
deep sleep; it was turned from the billy, to which she must creep so
Slower, from caution and deadly earnestness, she entered.
She was not so advanced as before, and felt fairly secure, for the
woman's eyes were still turned to the wall, and so tightly closed she
could not possibly see where she was.
She would bend right down, and try and reach it from where she was.
It was so swift and sudden, that she had not time to scream when
those bony fingers had gripped the hand that she prematurely reached
for the billy. She was frozen with horror for a moment, then her
screams were piercing. Panting with victory, the prostrate one held
her with a hold that the other did not attempt to free herself from.
Down, down she drew her.
Her lips had drawn back from her teeth, and her breath almost
scorched the face that she held — so close for the staring eyes to
gloat over. Her exultation was so great that she could only gloat and
gasp, and hold with a tension that had stopped the victim's
As a wounded, robbed tigress might hold and look, she held and
looked. Neither heard the swift steps of the man, and if the tigress
saw him enter, she was not daunted. "Take me from her," shrieked the
terrified one. "Quick, take me from her," she repeated it again,
"Take me from her."
He hastily fastened the door and said something that the shrieks
drowned, then picked up the pole. It fell with a thud across the arms
which the tightening sinews had turned into steel. Once, twice, thrice.
Then the one that got the fullest force bent; that side of the
victim was free.
The pole had snapped. Another blow with a broken end freed the
Still shrieking "Take me from her, take me from her", she beat on
the closed door till Squeaker opened it.
Then he had to face and reckon with his old mate's maddened dog,
that the closed door had baffled.
The dog suffered the shrieking woman to pass, but though Squeaker,
in bitten agony, broke the stick across the dog, he was forced to give
the savage brute best.
"Call 'im orf, Mary, 'e's eatin' me," he implored. "Oh corl 'im
But with stony face the woman lay motionless.
"Sool 'im on t' 'er." He indicated his new mate who, as though all
the plain led to the desired town, still ran in unreasoning terror.
"It's orl er doin'," he pleaded, springing on the bunk beside his
old mate. But when, to rouse her sympathy, he would have laid his hand
on her, the dog's teeth fastened in it and pulled him back.
ALONG the selvage of the scrub-girt plain the old man looked long
and earnestly. His eyes followed an indistinct track that had been cut
by the cart, journeying at rare intervals to the distant township. At
dawn some weeks back it had creaked across the plain, and at a point
where the scrub curved, the husband had stopped the horse while the
woman parted the tilt and waved goodbye to the bent, irresponsive old
man and his dog. It was her impending motherhood that made them seek
the comparative civilization of the township, and the tenderness of
her womanhood brought the old man closer to her as they drove away.
Every week since that morning had been carefully notched by man and
dog, and the last mark, cut three nights past, showed that time was up.
Twice this evening he thought he saw the dust rise as he looked, but
longer scrutiny showed only the misty evening light.
He turned to where a house stood out from a background of scrub.
Beside the calf-pen near it, a cow gave answer and greeting to the
penned calf. "No use pennin' up ther calf," he muttered, "when they
don't come. Won't do it termorrer night." He watched anxiously along
the scrub. "Calf must 'ave got 'is 'ed through ther rails an' sucked
'er. No one else can't 'ave done it. Scrammy's gorn; 'twarn't
Scrammy." But the gloom of fear settled on his wizened face as he
shuffled stiffly towards the sheepyard. His body jerked; there was a
suggestion of the dog in his movements; and in the dog, as he rounded
up the sheep, more than a suggestion of his master. He querulously
accused the dog of "rushin' 'em, 'stead er allowin' Billy" (the
leader) "to lead 'em".
When they were yarded he found fault with the hurdles. "Some un 'ad
been meddlin' with 'em." For two pins he would "smash 'em up with ther
The eyes of the sheep reflected the haze-opposed glory of the
setting sun. Loyally they stood till a grey quilt swathed them. In
their eyes glistened luminous tears materialized from an atmosphere of
sighs. The wide plain gauzed into a sea on which the hut floated
lonely. Through its open door a fire gleamed like the red, steaming
mouth of an engine. Beyond the hut a clump of myalls loomed spectral
and wraith-like, and round them a gang of crows cawed noisily,
irreverent of the great silence.
Inside the hut, the old man, still querulous, talked to the
listening dog. He uncovered a cabbage-tree hat — his task of the past
year— and laid upside down, on the centre of the crown, a star-shaped
button that the woman had worked for him.
"It's orl wrong, see!" The dog said he did. "'Twon't do!" he
shouted with the emphasis of deafness. The dog admitted it would not.
"An' she done it like thet, ter spile it on me er purpus. She done it
outa jealersy, cos I was makin' it for 'im. Could 'ave done it better
meself, though I'm no 'and at fancy stitchin'.
But she can't make a 'at like thet. No woman could. The're no
good." The dog did not dispute this condemnation.
"I tole 'er ter put a anker jes' there," he continued. He pointed
to the middle of the button which he still held upside down. "Thet's
no anker!" The dog subtly indicated that there was another side to the
button. "There ain't," shouted the old man. "What do you know about an
anker; you never see a real one on a ship in yer life!" There was an
inaudible disparaging reference to "imperdent kerloneyals"
which seemed to crush the dog. To mollify him the man got on his
knees and, bending his neck, showed the dog a faded anchor on the top
of the cabbage-tree hat on his head. A little resentment would have
served the dog, but he was too eager for peace.
Noting this, the old man returned to the button for reminiscences.
"An' yet you thort at fust a thing like thet would do." There was a
sign of dissent from the dog. "Yer know yer did— Sir. An' wot's more
yer don't bark at 'er like yer used ter!"
The dog was uneasy, and intimated that he would prefer to have that
past buried. "None er thet now; yer know yer don't." Bending the
button he continued, "They can't never do anythin'
right, an' orlways, continerally they gets a man inter trouble."
He had accidentally turned the button, he reversed it looking
swiftly at the dog. "Carn't do nothin' with it.
A thing like thet! Might as well fling it in the fire!" He put it
carefully away. "W'ere's 'e now?" he asked abruptly. The dog indicated
the route taken by the cart.
"An' 'ow long as 'e bin away?" The dog looked at the tally stick
hanging on the wall. "Yes, orl thet time!
What does 'e care about me an' you, now 'e's got 'er! 'E was fust
rate afore 'e got 'er. Wish I 'ad er gorn down thet time 'e took their
sheep. I'd er seen no woman didn't grab 'im. They're stuck away down
there an' us orl alone 'ere by ourselves with only ther sheep. Scrammy
sez 'e wouldn't stay if 'e wus me. See's there any signs er 'em comin'
While the dog was out he hastily tried to fix the button, but
failed. "On'y mist, no dust?" he asked, when his messenger returned.
"No fear," he growled, "'e won't come back no more; stay down there an'
nuss ther babby. It'll be a gal too, sure to be! Women are orlways
'avin' gals. It'll be a gal sure enough."
He looked sternly at the unagreeing dog. "Yer don't think so!
Course yer don't. You on 'er side? Yer are, Loo!"
The dog's name was "Warderloo" (Waterloo) and had three
abbreviations. "Now then, War!" meant mutual understanding and perfect
fellowship. "What's thet, Warder?" meant serious business.
But "Loo" was ever sorrowfully reminiscent. And accordingly Loo was
now much affected and disconcerted by the steady accusing eyes of the
"An' wot's more," he continued, "I believe ye'll fool roun', ye'll
fool aroun' 'er wusser nor ever w'en she comes back with ther babby."
At this grave charge the dog, either from dignity or injury, was
silent. His master, slowly and with some additions, repeated the
prophecy, and again the dog gave him only silent attention.
"'Ere she comes with ther babby," he cried, flinging up his arms in
clumsy feigned surprise. Loo was not deceived, and stood still.
"Oh I'm a ole liar, am I! Yit's come ter thet; ez it? Well better
fer I ter be a liar 'n fer you ter lose yer manners— Sir."
In vain Loo protested. His master turned round, and when poor Loo
faced that way, he drew his feet under him on the bunk and faced the
wall. When the distressed Loo, from outside the hut, caught his eye
through the cracks, he closed his own, to stifle remorse at the
eloquent dumb appeal.
Usually their little differences took some time to evaporate; the
master sulked with his silent mate till some daring feat with snake or
dingo on the dog's part mollified him. Loo, probably on the look out
for such foes, moved to the end of the hut nearest the sheep. Two
hasty squints revealed his departure, but not his whereabouts, to the
old man, who coughed and waited, but for once expected too much from
poor Loo. His legs grew cramped, still he did not care to make the
first move. It was a godsend when an undemonstrative ewe and
demonstrative lamb came in.
Before that ewe he held the whole of her disgraceful past, and
under the circumstances, "'er imperdence— 'er blarsted imperdence— "
in unceremoniously intruding on his privacy with her blanky blind
udder, and more than blanky bastard, was something he could not and
would not stand.
"None er yer sauce, now!" He jumped down, and shook his fist at the
unashamed, silent mother.
"Warder," he shouted, "Warder, put 'em out!" Warder did so, and
when he came back his master explained to him that the thing that
"continerally an' orlways" upset him was "thet dam old yeo". It was
the only sorrow he had or ever would have in life. "She wusn't
nat'ral, thet ole yeo." There was something in the Bible, he told War,
about "yeos" with barren udders. "An' 'twarn't as though she didn't
know." For that was her third lamb he had had to poddy. But not
another bite would he give this one. He had made up his mind now,
though it had been "worritin'" him all day. "Jes' look at me," showing
his lamb-bitten fingers. "Wantin' ter get blood outer a stone!"
He shambled round, covered the cabbage-tree hat and the despised
woman-worked button carefully; then his better nature prevailed. "See
'ere!" and there was that in his voice that indicated a moral victory.
He took off the cloth and placed the button right side up and in its
proper place. "Will thet do yer?" he asked. After this surrender his
excitement was so great that the dog shared it. He advised War to lie
down "an' 'ave a spell", and in strong agitation he went round the
sheep-yard twice, each time stopping to hammer down the hurdles
noisily, and calling to War not to "worrit; they's orlright now, an'
firm as a rock."
Through these proceedings the ewe and lamb followed him, the lamb—
lamb fashion— mixing itself with his legs. He had nothing further to
say to the ewe, but from the expression of her eyes she still had an
open mind towards him. Both went with him inside the hut. Were they
intruders? the dog asked.
He coughed and affected not to hear, went to the door, looked out
and said the mist was gone, but the dog re-asked. "I think, War,
there's some er that orker'd little dam' fool's grub lef'," he said,
gently extricating the lamb from between his legs, "an' it'll on'y
spile. Jes' this once 'an no more, min' yer, an'
then you skiddy addy," he said to the ewe. He carried the lamb
outside, for he would not finger-suckle it that night before Waterloo.
From his bunk-head he took an axe, cut in two a myall log, and
brought in half. He threw it on the fire for a back-log, first
scraping the live coals and ashes to a heap for his damper.
He filled and trimmed his slush-lamp, and from a series of flat
pockets hanging on the wall he took thread, needle, and beeswax. He
hung a white cloth in a way that defined the eye of the needle which
he held at long range; but vary as he would from long to longest the
thread remained in one hand, the needle in the other. Needle, thread,
light, everything was wrong, he told War. "Es fer me, thenk a Lord I
ken see an' year's well's ever I could. Ehm, War! See any change?" War
said there had been no change observable to him. "There ain't no
change in you neither, War!" he said in gratitude to the grizzled old
dog. But he felt that War had been disappointed at his failure, and he
promised that he would rise betimes tomorrow and sew on the button by
"Never mind, War; like ter see 'em after supper?" Comradeship was
never by speech better demonstrated.
From the middle beam the old man untied two bags. Boiled mutton was
in one, and the heel of a damper in another.
"No blowey carn't get in there, eh?" the dog looked at the meat
uncritically, but critically noted the resting place of two disturbed
"No bones!" He had taken great care to omit them. "Neow!" As ever,
War took his word; he caught and swallowed instantly several pieces
flung to him. At the finish his master's "Eny?" referred to bones.
War's grateful eyes twinkled, "Not a one." "Never is neow!" had
reference to a trouble War had had with one long ago.
It was now time for his own supper, but after a few attempts he
shirked it. "Blest if I evven fergot t'bile th' billy; funny ef me t'
ferget!" He held his head for a moment, then filled the billy, and in a
strange uncertainty went towards and from the fire with it, and in the
end War thought there was no sense at all in putting it so far from
the blaze when it had to boil. "Tell yer wot, War, w'ile it biles
us'll count 'em. Gimme appertite, ehm, War?"
War thought "countin' 'em" was the tonic. Then together they closed
the door, spread a kangaroo-skin on the floor, and put the slush-lamp
where the light fell on it. The man sat down, so did War, took off his
belt, turned it carefully, tenderly, and opened his knife to cut the
stitching. This was a tedious process, for it was wax thread, and had
been crossed and recrossed. Then came the chink of the coins falling.
The old man counted each as it rolled out, and the dog tallied with
"No more?" Certainly more, said War. A jerk, tenderly calculated,
brought another among the seductive heap.
"All?" no— still the upraised paw. The old man chuckled.
"Ole 'en gets more b' scratchin'." This was the dog's opinion, and
a series of little undulations produced another, and after still
further shaking, yet another.
War was asked with ridiculous insincerity, "All?" and with
ridiculous sincerity his solemn eyes and dropped paw said "All". Then
there was the honest count straight through, next the side show with
its pretence of "disrememberin'", or doubts as to the number— doubts
never laid except by a double count. In the first, so intent was the
man, that he forgot his mate; though his relief in being good friends
again had made him ignore his fear.
But the dog had heard an outside sound, and, moving to the door,
waited for certainty. At this stage the man missed his mate's eyes.
He lay face downward, covering his treasure, when he realized that
his friend was uneasy. And as the dog kept watch, he thrust them back
hurriedly, missing all the pleasure and excitement of a final recount.
With dumb show he asked several questions of his sentinel, and took
his answers from his eyes.
Then, when Warder, relieved, began to walk about, the old man with
forced confidence chaffed him.
He sought refuge from his own fears by trying to banish the dog's,
and suggested dingoes at the sheepyard, or a "goanner" on the roof.
"Well, 'twas 'possum," he said, making a pretence of even then hearing
and distinguishing the sound.
But round his waist the belt did not go that night. Only its bulk
in his life of solitariness could have conceived its hiding place.
He bustled around as one having many tasks, but these he did
aimlessly. With a pretence of unconcern he attempted to hum, but broke
off frequently to listen. He was plainly afraid of the dog's keen ears
missing something. But his mate's tense body proclaimed him on duty.
"I know who yer thort 'twas, Warder!" They were sitting side by
side, yet he spoke very loudly.
"Scrammy 'and, ehm?" He had guessed correctly.
"An' yer thort yer see 'im lars' night!" He was right again.
"An' yer thort 'twas 'im that 'ad bin ramsakin' the place
yesterday, when we was shepherdin'. An' yer thort 't must 'ave bin 'im
shook the tommy!" The dog's manner evinced that he had not altered this
opinion. The old man's heart beat loudly.
"No fear, Warder! Scrammy's gone, gone long ways now, Warder!" But
Warder's pricked cars doing double duty showed he was unconvinced.
"'Sides, Scrammy wouldn't 'urt er merskeeter," he continued. "Poor ole
Scrammy! 'Twarn't 'im shook the tommy, Warder!" The dog seemed to be
waiting for the suggestion of another thief having unseen crept into
their isolated lives, but his master had none to offer. Both were
silent, then the man piled wood on the fire, remarking that he was
going to sit up all night. He asked the dog to go with him to the
table to feed and trim the slush-lamp.
Those quavering shadows along the wall were caused by its sizzling
flare flickering in the darkness, the dog explained. "Thort it mighter
bin ther blacks outside," the man said. "They ain't so fur away, I
know! 'Twar them killed ther lamb down in ther creek." He spoke
unusually loudly. He hoped they wouldn't catch "poor ole one-'anded
Scrammy ". He said how sorry he was for "poor ole Scrammy, cos Scrammy
wouldn't 'urt no one. He on'y jes' came ter see us cos 'e was a ole
friend. He was gone along ways ter look fur work, cos 'e was stony
broke after blueing 'is cheque at ther shanty sixty miles away."
"I tole 'im," he continued in an altered voice, "thet I couldn't
lend 'im eny cos I 'ad sent all my little bit a money" (he whispered
"money") "to ther bank be ther boss. Didn' I?" Emphatically his mate
intimated that this was the case. He held his head in his shaking
hands, and complained to the dog of having "come ova dizzy".
He was silent for a few moments, then, abruptly raising his voice,
he remarked that their master was a better tracker than "Saddle-strap
Jimmy ", or any of the blacks. He looked at the tally stick, and
suddenly announced that he knew for a certainty that the boss and his
wife would return that night or early next morning, and that he must
see about making them a damper. He got up and began laboriously to mix
soda and salt with the flour. He looked at the muddy-coloured water
in the bucket near the wall, and altered his mind.
"I'll bile it first, War, same as 'er does, cos jus' neow an' then
t' day I comes over dizzy-like. See th' mist t's even! Two more, then
rain— rain, an' them two out in it without no tilt on the cart." He
sat down for a moment, even before he dusted his ungoverned floury
"Pint a tea, War, jes' t' warm ther worms an' lif' me 'art, eh!"
Every movement of the dog was in accord with this plan.
His master looked at the billy, and said, "'twarn't bilin'," and
that a watched pot never boiled. He rested a while silently with his
floury hands covering his face. He bent his mouth to the dog's ear and
whispered. Warder, before replying, pointed his cars and raised his
head. The old man's hand rested on the dog's neck.
"Tell yer wot, War, w'ile it's bilin' I'll 'ave another go at ther
button, cos I want ter give 'im ther 'at soon as he comes. S'pose
they'll orl come!" He had sat down again, and seemed to whistle his
"Think they'll orl come, Loo?"
Loo would not commit himself about "orl", not being quite sure of
his master's mind.
The old man's mouth twitched, a violent effort jerked him. "Might
be a boy arter orl; ain't cocky sure!" His head wagged irresponsibly,
and his hat fell off as he rolled into the bunk. He made no effort to
replace it, and, for once unheeded, the fire flickered on his polished
head. Never before had the dog seen its baldness. The change from
night-cap to hat had always been effected out of his sight.
"War, ain't cocky sure it'll be a gal?"
The dog discreetly or modestly dropped his eyes, but his master had
not done with concessions.
"Warder!" Warder looked at him. "Tell yer wot, you can go every
Sunday evenin' an' see if 'tis a boy!" He turned over on his side,
with his face to the wall. Into the gnarled uncontrolled hand swaying
over the bunk the dog laid his paw.
When the old man got up, he didn't put on his hat nor even pick it
up. Altogether there was an unusualness about him tonight that
distressed his mate. He sat up after a few moments, and threw back
his head, listening strainingly for outside sounds. The silence soothed
him, and he lay down again. A faded look was in his eyes.
"Thort I 'eard bells— church bells," he said to the dog looking up
too, but at him. "Couldn't 'ave. No church bells in the bush. Ain't
'eard 'em since I lef' th' ole country." He turned his best ear to the
fancied sound. He had left his dog and the hut, and was dreaming of
He raised himself from the bunk, and followed the dog's eyes to a
little smoke-stained bottle on the shelf. "No, no, War!" he said.
"Thet's for sickness; mus' be a lot worser'n wot I am!" Breathing
noisily, he went through a list of diseases, among which were palsy,
snake-bite, "dropersy", and "suddint death", before he would be
justified in taking the last of his pain-killer.
His pipe was in his hidden belt, but he had another in one of those
little pockets. He tried it, said "'twouldn't draw'r", and very slowly
and clumsily stripped the edge of a cabbage-tree frond hanging from
the rafter, and tried to push it through the stem, but could not find
the opening. He explained to the intent dog that the hole was stopped
up, but it didn't matter. He placed it under the bunk where he sat,
because first he would "'ave a swig er tea". His head kept wagging at
the billy. No, until the billy boiled he was going to have a little
snooze. The dog was to keep quiet until the billy boiled.
Involuntarily he murmured, looking at his mate, "Funny w'ere ther
tommy'awk's gone ter!" Then he missed the axe. "My Gord, Warder!" he
said, "I lef' the axe outside; clean forgot it!" This discovery
alarmed the dog, and he suggested they should bring it in.
"No, no!" he said, and his floury face grew ghastly.
He stood still; all his faculties seemed paralysed for a time, then
fell stiffly on his bunk. Quite suddenly he staggered to his feet,
rubbed his eyes, and between broken breaths he complained of the bad
light, and that the mist had come again.
One thing the dog did when he saw his master's face even by that
indifferent light, he barked low, and terribly human.
The old man motioned for silence. "Ah!" His jaw fell but only for
a moment. Then a steely grimness took possession. He clung to the
table and beckoned the dog with one crooked finger. "Scrammy?"
cunningly, cautiously, indicating outside, and as subtly the dog
replied. Then he groped for his bunk, and lay with his eyes fixed on
the billy, his mouth open.
He brought his palms together after a while. "'Cline our 'earts ter
keep this lawr," he whispered, and for a moment his eyes rested on the
hiding place, then turned to the dog.
And though soon after there was a sinister sound outside, which the
watchful dog immediately challenged, the man on the bunk lay
Warder, growling savagely, went along the back wall of the hut,
and, despite the semi-darkness, his eyes scintillating with menace
through the cracks drove from them a crouching figure who turned
hastily to grip the axe near the myall logs. He stumbled over the
lamb's feeding-pan lying in the hut's shadow. The moonlight glittering
on the blade recalled the menace of the dog's eyes. The man grabbed
the weapon swiftly, but even with it he felt the chances were unequal.
But he had planned to fix the dog. He would unpen the sheep, and the
lurking dingoes, coming up from the creek to worry the lambs, would
prove work for the dog. He crouched silently to again deceive this man
and dog, and crept towards the sheepyard. But the hurdles of the yard
faced the hut, and the way those thousand eyes reflected the rising
moon was disconcerting. The whole of the night seemed pregnant with
All the shadows were slanting the wrong way, and the moon was
facing him, with its man calmly watching every movement. It would be
dawn before it set. He backed from the yard to the myall's scant
screen. Even they had moulted with age. From under his coat the handle
of the axe protruded. His mind worked his body. Hugging the axe, he
crept towards some object, straightened himself to reach, then with
the hook on his handless arm, drew back an imaginary bolt, and stooping
entered. With the axe in readiness he crept to the bunk. Twice he
raised it and struck.
It was easy enough out there, yet even in imagination his skin was
wet and his mouth was dry. Even if the man slept, there was the dog.
He must risk letting out the sheep. He covered the blade of the axe
and went in a circuit to the sheep, and got over the yard on the side
opposite to the hut. They rushed from him and huddled together,
leaving him, although stooping, exposed. He had calculated for this,
but not for the effect upon himself. Could they in the hut see him, he
would be no match for the dog even with the axe. Heedlessly,
fear-driven, he rushed to where he could see the door, regardless of
exposing himself. Nothing counted now, but that the dog or the old man
should not steal upon him unawares.
The door was still closed. No call for "Warder!" came from it,
though he stood there a conspicuous object. While he watched he saw an
ewe lamb make for the hut's shelter. He stooped, still watching, and
listened, but could hear nothing. He crept forward and loosened the
hurdles. Never were they noisier, he was sure. He knew that the sheep
would not go through while he was there. He crept away, but although
the leader noted the freed exit, he and those he led were creatures of
habit. None were hungry, and they were unused to feeding at night,
though in the morning, came man and dog never so early, they were
Round the yard and past the gateway he drove them again and again.
He began to feel impotently frenzied in the fear that the
extraordinary lightness meant that daylight must be near. Every moment
he persuaded himself that he could see more plainly. He held out his
one hand and was convinced.
He straightened himself, rushed among them, caught one, and ran it
kicking through the opening. It came back the moment he freed it.
However it served his purpose, for as he crouched there, baffled, he
unexpectedly saw them file out. Then they rushed through in an
impatient struggling crowd, each fearing to be last with this invader.
When he "barrowed" out the first, he had kept his eyes on the hut,
and had seen an old ewe and lamb run to it and bunt the closed door.
But if there was any movement inside, the noise of the nearer sheep
They were all round the hut, for above it hung the moon, and they
all made for the light. He crept after them, his ears straining for
sound, but his head bobbing above them to watch the still closed
Inside, long since, the back-log had split with an explosion that
scattered the coals near enough to cause the billy to boil, and the
blaze showed the old man's eyes set on the billy. The dog looked into
them, then laid his head between his paws, and, still watching his
master's face, beat the ground with his tail. He whined softly and
went back to his post at the door, his eyes snapping flintily, his
teeth bared. Along his back the hair rose like bristles. He sent an
assurance of help to the importunate ewe and lamb. As the sheep neared
the hut, he ran to the bunk, raised his head to a level with his
master's, and barked softly. He waited, and despite the eager light in
his intelligent face, his master and mate did not ask him any
questions as to the cause of these calling sheep. Why did he not rise,
and with him re- yard them, then gloatingly ask him where was the
chinky crow by day, or sneaking dingo by night, that was any match for
them, and then demand from his four-footed trusty mate the usual
straightforward answer? Was there to be no discussion as to which
heard the noise first, nor the final compromise of a dead-heat?p
The silence puzzled the man outside sorely; he crouched, watching
both door and shutter. The sheep were all round the hut. Man and dog
inside must hear them. Why, when a dingo came that night he camped
with them, they heard it before it could reach a lamb. If only he had
known then what he knew now! His hold on the axe tightened. No one had
seen him come; none should see him go! Why didn't that old fellow wake
tonight? for now, as he crept nearer the hut, he could hear the whining
dog, and understood, he was appealing to his master.
He lay flat on the ground and tried to puzzle it out. The sheep had
rushed back disorganized and were again near the hut and yard. Both
inside must know. They were waiting for him. They were preparing for
him, and that was why they were letting the dingoes play up with the
sheep. That was the reason they did not openly show fight.
Still he would have sacrificed half of the coveted wealth to be
absolutely certain of what their silence meant. It was surely almost
daylight. He spread out the fingers of his one hand; he could see the
colour of the blood in the veins. He must act quickly, or he would
have to hide about for another day.
And the absent man might return. To encourage himself, he tried to
imagine the possession of that glittering heap that he had seen them
counting on the mat. Yet he had grown cold and dejected, and felt for
the first time the weight of the axe. It would be all right if the door
would open, the old man come out and send the dog to round up the
sheep. It was getting daylight, and soon shelter would be impossible.
He crept towards the hut, and this time he felt the edge of the
axe. Right and left the sheep parted.
There was nothing to be gained now in crawling, for the hostility
of the dog told him that he could be seen. He stood, his body
stiffened with determination.
Mechanically he went to the door; he knew the defensive resources
of the hut. He had the axe, and the stolen tomahawk was stuck in the
fork of those myalls. He had no need for both. The only weapon that
the old fellow had was the useless butcher's knife. His eyes
protruded, and unconsciously he felt his stiffened beard.
He breathed without movement. There was no sound now from man or
dog. In his mind he saw them waiting for him to attack the door; this
he did not debate nor alter. He went to the shutter, ran the axe's
edge along the hide hinges, pushed it in, then stepped back.
Immediately the dog's head appeared. He growled no protest, but the
flinty fire from his eyes and the heat of his suppressed breath,
hissing between his bared fangs, revealed to Scrammy that in this
contest, despite the axe, his one hand was a serious handicap.
With the first blow his senses quickened. The slush-lamp had gone
out and there was no hint of daylight inside. This he noted between
his blows at the dog, as he looked for his victim. It was strange the
old fellow did not show fight! Where was he hiding? Was it possible
that, scenting danger, he had slipped out? He recalled the dog's
warning when his master was counting his hoard. The memory of that
chinking belt-hidden pile dominated greedily. Had the old man escaped?
He would search the hut; what were fifty dogs' teeth? In close
quarters he would do for him with one blow.
He was breathing now in deep gasps. The keen edge of the axe
severed the hide-hinged door. He rushed it; then stood back swinging
the axe in readiness. It did not fall, for the bolt still held it. But
this was only what a child would consider a barrier. One blow with the
axe-head smashed the bolt. The door fell across the head of the bunk,
the end partly blocking the entrance. He struck a side blow that sent
it along the bunk.
The dog was dreadfully distressed. The bushman outside thought the
cause the fallen door. Face to face they met— determined battle in
the dog's eyes met murder in the man's. He brandished an axe circuit,
craned his neck, and by the dull light of the fire searched the hut. He
saw no one but the dog.
Unless his master was under the bunk, he had escaped. The whole
plot broke on him quite suddenly!
The cunning old miser, knowing his dog would show his flight by
following, had locked him in, and he had wasted all this time barking
up the wrong tree. He would have done the old man to death that minute
with fifty brutal blows. He would kill him by day or night.
He ran round the brush sheepyard, kicking and thrusting the axe
through the thickest parts. He had not hidden there, nor among the
myall clump where he had practised his bloody plot. The dog stood at
the doorway of the hut. He saw this as he passed through the sheep on
his way to search the creek. He was half minded to try to invite the
dog's confidence and cooperation by yarding them.
He looked at them, and the moonlight's undulating white scales
across their shorn backs brought out the fresh tar brand 8, setting
him thinking of the links of that convict gang chain long ago. Lord,
how light it must be for him to see that!
He held out his hand again. There was no perceptible change in the
light. There were hours yet before daylight. He moulded his mind to
The creek split the plain, and along it here and there a few sheoak
blots defined it. He traversed it with his eyes. There were no likely
hiding places among the trees, and it would be useless to search them.
Suddenly it struck him that the old man might be creeping along
with the sheep— they were so used to him. He ran and headed them,
driving them swiftly back to the yard. Before they were in he knew he
was wrong. Again he turned and scanned the creek, but felt no impulse
to search it. It was half a mile from the hut. It was impossible that
the old man could have got there, or that he could have reached the
more distant house. Besides, why did the dog stay at the door unless on
guard? He ran back to the hut.
The dog was still there, and in no way appeased by the yarding or
the sheep. He swore at the threatening brute, and cast about for a
gibber to throw, but stones were almost unknown there. A sapling would
save him! Seven or eight myall logs lay near for firewood, but all were
too thick to be wielded. There was only the clump of myalls, and the
few stunted sheoaks bordering the distant creek.
To reach either would mean a dangerous delay. Oh, by God, he had
it! These poles keeping down the bark roof. He ran to the back of the
hut, cut a step in a slab, and, putting his foot in it, hitched the axe
on one of the desired poles and was up in a moment. He could hear the
cabbage fronds hanging from the rafters shiver with the vibration,
but there was no other protest from inside.
He shifted a sheet of rotten bark; part of it crumbled and fell
inside on the prostrate door, sounding like the first earth on a
coffin, in a way that the dog particularly resented. He knelt and
carefully eyed the interior. The dog's glittering eyes met his. The
door lay as it had fallen along the bunk. The fire was lightless, yet
he could see more plainly, but the cause was not manifest, till from
the myalls quite close the jackasses chorused. From his post the dog
sent them a signal. Quite unaccountably the man's muscles relaxed.
"Oh, Christ!" he said, dropping the pole. He sprang up and faced the
East, then turned to the traitorous faded moon. The daylight had come.
The sweat stung his quivering body. Slowly, he made an eye circuit
round the plain; no human being was in sight. All he had to face was a
pared of noisy jackasses and a barking dog! He would soon silence the
dog. He took the pole and made a jab at the whelping brute. One thing
he noticed, that if he did get one home, it was only when he worked
near the horizontal door. His quickened senses guessed at the reason.
He could have shifted the door easily with his pole, yet feared,
because, if the old man were under, he would expose himself to two
active enemies. He must get to close quarters with the dog, and chop
him in two, or brain him with the axe.
He ripped off another sheet of bark, and smashed away a batten that
broke his swing. Encircling a rafter with his hooked arm, he lay,
flat, his feet pressing another just over the bunk, because only there
would the dog hold his ground. One blow well directed got home. He
planted his feet firmly, and made another with such tremendous force
that his support snapped. He let go the axe and it fell on the door.
He gripped with his hand the rafter nearest, but strain as he would
he could not balance his body. He hung over the door, and the dog
sprang at him and dragged him down. In bitten agony, he dropped on the
door that instantly up-ended.
It was daylight, and in that light the power of those open eyes set
in that bald head, fixed on the billy beside the dead fireplace, was
mightier than the dog. His unmaimed hand had the strength of both. He
lifted the door and shielded himself with it as he backed out.
But that was not all the dog wanted. At the doorway he waited to
see that the fleeing man had no further designs on the sheep.
It was time they were feeding. Though the hurdles were down, even
from the doorway, the dog was their master. He waited for commands
from his, and barked them back till noon.
Several times that day the ewe and lamb came in, looked without
speculation at the figure on the bunk, then moved to the dead
fireplace. But though the water in the billy was cold, the dog would
not allow either to touch it. That was for tea when his master awoke.
There was another circumstance. Those blowflies were welcome to the
Throughout that day he gave them undisputed right, but they had to
be content with it.
Next day the ewe and lamb came again. The lamb bunted several
irresponsive objects— never its dam's udder— baaing listlessly.
Though the first day the ewe had looked at the bunk, and baaed, she
was wiser now, though sheep are slow to learn. Around that dried dish
outside the lamb sniffed, baaing faintly. Adroitly the ewe led the way
to the creek, and the lamb followed. From the bank the lamb looked at
her, then faced round to the hut, and, baaing disconsolately, trotted
a few paces back.
From the water's edge the mother ewe called. The lamb looked at her
vacantly, and without interest descended. The ewe bent and drank
sparingly, meaningly. The lamb sniffed the water, and, unsatisfied,
complained. The hut was hidden, but it turned that way. Again the ewe
This time the lamb's lips touched the water, but did not drink.
Into its mouth raised to bleat a few drops fell. Hastily the mother's
head went to the water. She did not drink, but the lamb did. Higher up,
where the creek was dry, they crossed to tender grass in the
billabong, then joined the flock for the first time.
Through the thicker mist that afternoon a white tilted cart sailed
joltingly, taking its bearings from the various landmarks rather than
from the undefined track. It rounded the scrub, and the woman, with her
baby, kept watch for the first glimpse of her home beyond the creek.
She told her husband that there was no smoke from the nearer
shepherd's hut, but despite his uneasiness he tried to persuade her
that the mist absorbed it.
It was past sundown, yet the straggling unguarded sheep were
running in mobs to and from the creek. Both saw the broken roof of the
hut, and the man, stopping the horse some distance away, gave the
woman the reins and bade her wait. He entered the hut through the
broken doorway, but immediately came out to assure himself that his
wife had not moved.
The sight inside of that broken-ribbed dog's fight with those
buzzing horrors, and the reproach in his wild eyes, was a memory that
the man was not willing she should share.
THE line was unfenced, so with due regard to the possibility of the
drought-dulled sheep attempting to chew it, the train crept cautiously
along, stopping occasionally, without warning, to clear it from the
listless starving brutes. In the carriage nearest the cattle-vans,
some drovers and scrub-cutters were playing euchre, and spasmodically
chorusing the shrill music from an uncertain concertina. When the
train stopped, the player thrust his head from the carriage window.
From one nearer the engine, a commercial traveller remonstrated with
the guard, concerning the snail's pace and the many unnecessary halts.
"Take yer time, ole die-'ard," yelled the drover to the guard.
"Whips er time— don't bust yerself fer no one. Wot's orl the worl' to
a man w'en his wife's a widder." He laughed noisily and waved his hat
at the seething bag-man. "Go an' 'ave a snooze. I'll wake yer up ther
day after termorrer."
He craned his neck to see into the nearest cattle-van. Four were
down, he told his mates, who remarked, with blasphemous emphasis, that
they would probably lose half before getting them to the scrub
The listening woman passenger, in a carriage between the drover and
the bagman, heard a thud soon after in the cattle-truck, and added
another to the list of the fallen. Before dawn that day the train had
stopped at a siding to truck them, and she had watched with painful
interest these drought-tamed brutes being driven into the crowded
vans. The tireless, greedy sun had swiftly followed the grey dawn, and
in the light that even now seemed old and worn, the desolation of the
barren shelterless plains, that the night had hidden, appalled her.
She realized the sufferings of the emaciated cattle. It was barely
noon, yet she had twice emptied the water bottle "shogging" in the iron
The train dragged its weary length again, and she closed her eyes
from the monotony of the dead plain. Suddenly the engine cleared its
throat in shrill welcome to two iron tanks, hoisted twenty feet and
blazing like evil eyes from a vanished face.
Beside them it squatted on its hunkers, placed a blackened thumb on
its pipe, and hissed through its closed teeth like a snared wild-cat,
while gulping yards of water. The green slimy odour penetrated to the
cattle. The lustiest of these stamped feebly, clashing their horns and
bellowing a hollow request.
A long-bearded bushman was standing on the few slabs that formed a
siding, with a stockwhip coiled like a snake on his arm. The woman
passenger asked him the name of the place.
"This is ther Never-Never— ther lars' place Gord made," answered
one of the drovers who were crowding the windows.
"Better'n ther 'ell 'ole yous come from, any'ow," defended the
bushman. "Breakin' ther 'earts, an' dyin'
from suerside, cos they lef' it," he added derisively, pointing to
In patriotic anger he passed to the guard-van without answering her
question, though she looked anxiously after him. At various intervals
during the many halts of the train, she had heard some of the obscene
jokes, and with it in motion, snatches of lewd songs from the drovers'
carriage. But the language used by this bushman to the guard, as he
helped to remove a ton of fencing-wire topping his new saddle, made
her draw back her head. Near the siding was a spring cart, and she
presently saw him throw his flattened saddle into it and drive off.
There was no one else in sight, and in nervous fear she asked the
bagman if this was Gooriabba siding. It was nine miles further, he told
The engine lifted its thumb from its pipe "Well— well to— be
sure; well— well— to— be— sure," it puffed, as if in shocked
remembrance of its being hours late for its appointment there. She saw
no one on the next siding, but a buggy waited near the sliprails. It
must be for her. According to Sydney arrangements she was to be met
here, and driven out twelve miles. A drover inquired as the train left
her standing by her portmanteau, "Are yer travellin' on yer lonesome,
or on'y goin' somew'ere!"
and another flung a twist of paper towards her, brawling
unmusically, that it was "A flowwer from me angel mother's gerrave."
She went towards the buggy, but as she neared it the driver got in
and made to drive off. She ran and called, for when he went she would
be alone with the bush all round her, and only the sound of the hoarse
croaking of the frogs from the swamp near, and the raucous "I'll— 'ave
- 'is— eye— out", of the crows.
Yes, he was from Gooriabba Station, and had come to meet a young
"piece" from Sydney, who had not come.
She was ghastly with bilious sickness— the result of an over-fed
brain and an under-fed liver. Her face flushed muddily. "Was it a
He was the rouseabout, wearing his best clothes with awful
unusualness. The coat was too long in the sleeve, and wrinkled across
the back with his bush slouch. There was that wonderful margin of
loose shirt between waistcoat and trousers, which all swagger bushies
affect. Subordinate to nothing decorative was the flaring silk
handkerchief, drawn into a sailor's knot round his neck.
He got out and fixed the winkers, then put his hands as far as he
could reach into his pockets— from the position of his trousers he
could not possibly reach bottom. It was apparently some unknown law
that suspended them. He thrust forward his lower jaw, elevated his
pipe, and squirted a little tobacco juice towards his foot that was
tracing semicircles in the dust. "Damned if I know," he said with a
snort, "but there'll be a 'ell of a row somew'ere."
She noticed that the discoloured teeth his bush grin showed so
plainly, were worn in the centre, and met at both sides with the pipe
between the front. Worn stepping-stones, her mind insisted.
She looked away towards the horizon where the smoke of the hidden
train showed faintly against a clear sky, and as he was silent, she
seemed to herself to be intently listening to the croak of the frogs
and the threat of the crows. She knew that, from under the brim of the
hat he wore over his eyes, he was looking at her sideways.
Suddenly he withdrew his hands and said again, "Damned if I know.
S'pose it's all right! Got any traps?p
Get up then an' 'ole the Neddy while I get it." They drove a mile
or 60 in silence; his pipe was still in his mouth though not alight.
She spoke once only. "What a lot of frogs seem to be in that lake!"
He laughed. "That's ther Nine Mile Dam!" He laughed again after a
little— an intelligent, complacent laugh.
"It used ter be swarmin' with teal in a good season, but Gord
A'mighty knows w'en it's ever goin' ter rain any more! I dunno!" This
was an important admission, for he was a great weather prophet. "Lake!"
he sniggered and looked sideways at his companion. "Thet's wot thet
there bloke, the painter doodle, called it. An' 'e goes ter dror it,
an' 'e sez wot 'e 'll give me five bob if I'll run up ther horses, an'
keep 'em so's 'e ken put 'em in ther picshure An' 'e drors ther Dam
an' ther trees, puts in thet there ole dead un, an' 'e puts in ther
'orses right clost against ther water w'ere the frogs is. 'E puts them
in too, an'
damned if 'e don't dror ther 'orses drinkin' ther water with ther
frogs, an' ther frogs' spit on it! Likely yarn ther 'orses ud drink
ther water with ther blanky frogs' spit on it! Fat lot they know about
Blarsted nannies!" Presently he inquired as to the place where
they kept pictures in Sydney, and she told him, the Art Gallery.
"Well some of these days I'm goin' down ter Sydney," he continued,
"an' I'll collar thet one 'cos it's a good likerness of ther 'orses—
you'd know their 'ide on a gum-tree— an' that mean mongrel never paid
me ther five bob."
Between his closed teeth he hissed a bush tune for some miles, but
ceased to look at the sky, and remarked, "No sign er rain! No lambin'
this season; soon as they're dropt we'll 'ave ter knock 'em all on
ther 'ead!" He shouted an oath of hatred at the crows following after
the tottering sheep that made in a straggling line for the water.
"Look at 'em!" he said. "Scoffin' out ther eyes!" He pointed to where
the crows hovered over the bogged sheep. "They putty well lives on
eyes! 'Blanky bush Chinkies!' I call 'em. No one carn't tell 'em
There was silence again, except for a remark that he could spit all
the blanky rain they had had in the last nine months.
Away to the left along a side track his eyes travelled searchingly,
as they came to a gate. He stood in the buggy and looked again.
"Promised ther 'Konk' t' leave 'im 'ave furst squint at yer," he
muttered, "if 'e was 'ere t' open ther gate! But I'm not goin' t'
blanky well wait orl day!" He reluctantly got out and opened the gate,
and he had just taken his seat when a "Coo-ee" sounded from his right,
heralded by a dusty pillar. He snorted resentfully. "'Ere 'e is; jes'
as I got out an' done it!"
The "Konk" cantered to them, his horse's hoofs padded by the
dust-cushioned earth. The driver drew back, so as not to impede the
newcomer's view. After a moment or two, the "Konk", preferring closer
quarters, brought his horse round to the left. Unsophisticated bush
wonder in the man's face met the sophisticated in the girl's.
Never had she seen anything so grotesquely monkeyish. And the nose
of this little hairy horror, as he slewed his neck to look into her
face, blotted the landscape and dwarfed all perspective. She
experienced a strange desire to extend her hand. When surprise
lessened, her mettle saved her from the impulse to cover her face with
both hands, to baffle him.
At last the silence was broken by the driver drawing a match along
his leg, and lighting his pipe. The hairy creature safely arranged a
pair of emu eggs, slung with bush skill round his neck.
"Ain't yer goin' to part?" enquired the driver, indicating his
companion as the recipient.
"Wot are yer givin' us; wot do yer take me fur?" said the "Konk"
indignantly, drawing down his knotted veil.
"Well, give 'em ter me fer Lizer."
"Will yer 'ave 'em now, or wait till yer get 'em?"
"Goin' ter sit on 'em yerself?" sneered the driver.
"Yes, an' I'll give yer ther first egg ther cock lays," laughed the
He turned his horse's head back to the gate "I say, Billy
Skywonkie! Wot price Sally Ah Too, eh?" he asked, his gorilla mouth
agape. Billy Skywonkie uncrossed his legs, took out the whip. He
tilted his pipe and shook his head as he prepared to drive, to show
that he understood to a fraction the price of Sally Ah Too. The aptness
of the question took the sting out of his having had to open the gate.
He gave a farewell jerk.
"Goin' ter wash yer neck?" shouted the man with the nose, from the
"Not if I know it."
The "Konk" received the intimation incredulously. "Stinkin' Roger!"
he yelled. In bush parlance this was equal to emphatic disbelief.
This was a seemingly final parting, and both started, but suddenly
the "Konk" wheeled round.
"Oh, Billy!" he shouted.
Billy stayed his horse and turned expectantly.
"W'en's it goin' ter rain?"
The driver's face darkened. "Your blanky jealersey 'll get yer
down, an' worry yer yet," he snarled, and slashing his horse he drove
"Mickey ther Konk," he presently remarked to his companion, as he
stroked his nose.
This explained her earlier desire to extend her hand. If the "Konk"
had been a horse she would have stroked his nose.
"Mob er sheep can camp in the shadder of it," he said. Boundless
scope for shadows on that sun-smitten treeless plain!
"Make a good plough-shere," he continued, "easy plough a
cultivation paddock with it!"
At the next gate he seemed in a mind and body conflict. There were
two tracks; he drove along one for a few hundred yards. Then stopping,
he turned, and finding the "Konk" out of sight, abruptly drove across
to the other. He continually drew his whip along the horse's back, and
haste seemed the object of the movement, though he did not flog the
After a few miles on the new track, a blob glittered dazzlingly
through the glare, like a fallen star. It was the iron roof of the
wine shanty— the Saturday night and Sunday resort of shearers and
rouseabouts for twenty miles around. Most of its spirits was made on
the premises from bush recipes, of which bluestone and tobacco were
the chief ingredients. Every drop had the reputation of "bitin' orl
ther way down".
A sapling studded with broken horse-shoes seemed to connect two
lonely crow stone trees. Under their scanty shade groups of dejected
fowls stood with beaks agape. Though the buggy wheels almost reached
them, they were motionless but for quivering gills. The ground both
sides of the shanty was decorated with tightly-pegged kangaroo-skins.
A dog, apathetically blind and dumb, lay on the veranda, lifeless
save for eyelids blinking in antagonism to the besieging flies.
"Jerry can't be far off," said Billy Skywonkie, recognizing the
dog. He stood up in the buggy. "By cripes, there 'e is— goosed
already, an' 'e on'y got 'is cheque lars' night."
On the chimney side of the shanty a man lay in agitated sleep
beside his rifle and swag. There had been a little shade on that side
in the morning, and he had been sober enough to select it, and lay his
head on his swag. He had emptied the bottle lying at his feet since
then. His swag had been thoroughly "gone through", and also his
singlet and trouser-pockets. The fumes from the shanty grog baffled the
flies. But the scorching sun was conquering; the man groaned, and his
hands began to search for his burning head.
Billy Skywonkie explained to his companion that it was "thet fool,
Jerry ther kangaroo-shooter, bluein' 'is cheque fer skins". He took
the water bag under the buggy, and poured the contents into the open
mouth and over the face of the "dosed" man, and raised him into a
sitting posture. Jerry fought this friendliness vigorously, and,
staggering to his feet, picked up his rifle, and took drunken aim at
his rescuer, then at the terrified woman in the buggy.
The rouseabout laughed unconcernedly. "'E thinks we're blanky
kangaroos," he said to her. "Jerry, ole cock, yer couldn't 'it a
woolshed! Yer been taking ther sun!"
He took the rifle and pushed the subdued Jerry into the chimney
He tilted his hat, till, bush fashion, it "'ung on one 'air", and
went inside the shanty. "Mag!" he shouted, thumping the bar (a plank
supported by two casks).
The woman in the buggy saw a slatternly girl with doughy hands come
from the back, wiping the flour from her face with a kitchen towel.
They made some reference to her she knew, as the girl came to the door
and gave her close scrutiny. Then, shaking her head till her long brass
earrings swung like pendulums, she laughed loudly.
"Eh?" enquired the rouseabout.
"My oath! Square dinkum!" she answered, going behind the bar.
He took the silk handkerchief from his neck, and playfully tried to
flick the corner into her eye. Mag was used to such delicate
attentions and well able to defend herself. With the dirty kitchen
towel she succeeded in knocking off his hat, and round and round the
house she ran with it dexterously dodging the skin-pegs. He could
neither overtake nor outwit her with any dodge. He gave in, and
ransomed his hat with the "shouts" she demanded.
From the back of the shanty, a bent old woman, almost on all fours,
crept towards the man, again prostrate in the corner. She paused, with
her ear turned to where the girl and the rouseabout were still at
horse-play. With cat-like movements she stole on till within reach of
Jerry's empty pockets. She turned her terrible face to the woman in
the buggy, as if in expectation of sympathy. Keeping wide of the front
door, she came to the further side of the buggy. With the fascination
of horror the woman looked at this creature, whose mouth and eyes
seemed to dishonour her draggled grey hair. She was importuning for
something, but the woman in the buggy could not understand till she
pointed to her toothless mouth (the mission of which seemed to be, to
fill its cavernous depths with the age-loosened skin above and below).
A blue bag under each eye aggressively ticked like the gills of the
fowls, and the sinews of the neck strained into basso-rilievo.
Alternately she pointed to her mouth, or laid her knotted fingers on
the blue bags in pretence of wiping tears. Entrenched behind the
absorbed skin-terraces, a stump of purple tongue made efforts at
speech. When she held out her claw, the woman understood and felt for
her purse. Wolfishly the old hag snatched and put into her mouth the
coin, and as the now merry driver, followed by Mag, came, she shook a
warning claw at the giver, and flopped whining in the dust, her hands
ostentatiously open and wiping dry eyes.
"'Ello Biddy, on ther booze again!"
The bottle bulging from his coat pocket made speech with him
intelligible, despite the impeding coin. He placed the bottle in the
boot of the buggy, and, turning to Mag, said "Give ther poor ole cow a
"Yes, one in a billy; anything else might make her sick!" said Mag.
"I caught 'er jus' now swiggin' away with ther tap in 'er mug!"
He asked his companion would she like a wet. She asked for water,
and so great was her need, that, making a barricade of closed lips and
teeth to the multitude of apparently wingless mosquitoes thriving in
its green tepidity, she moistened her mouth and throat.
"Oh, I say, Billy!" called Mag as he drove off. Her tones suggested
her having forgotten an important matter, and he turned eagerly.
"W'en's it goin' ter rain?" she shrieked, convulsed with merriment.
"Go an' crawl inter a 'oller log!" he shouted angrily.
"No, but truly, Billy." Billy turned again. "Give my love to yaller
Lizer; thet slues yer!"
They had not gone far before he looked round again. "Gord!" he
cried excitedly. "Look at Mag goin'
through 'er ole woman!"
Mag had the old woman's head between her knees, dentist— fashion,
and seemed to concentrate upon her victim's mouth, whose feeble
impotence was soon demonstrated by the operator releasing her, and
triumphantly raising her hand.
What the finger and thumb held the woman knew and the other
"By Gord. Eh! thet's prime; ain't it? No flies on Mag; not a fly!"
he said, admiringly.
"See me an' 'er?" he asked, as he drove on.
His tone suggested no need to reply, and his listener did not. A
giddy unreality took the sting from everything, even from her desire
to beseech him to turn back to the siding, and leave her there to wait
for the train to take her back to civilization. She felt she had lost
her mental balance. Little matters became distorted, and the greater
He was now more communicative, and the oaths and adjectives so
freely used were surely coined for such circumstances. "Damned" the
wretched, starving, and starved sheep looked and were; "bloody"
the beaks of the glutted crows; "blarsted" the whole of the plain
they drove through!
Gaping cracks suggested yawning graves, and the skeleton fingers of
the drooping myalls seemingly pointed to them.
"See me an' Mag?" he asked again. "No flies on Mag; not a wink
'bout 'er!" He chuckled in tribute. "Ther wus thet damned flash fool,
Jimmy Fernatty," he continued "— ther blanky fool; 'e never 'ad no
show with Mag. An' yet 'e'd go down there! It wus two mile furder this
way, yet damned if ther blanky fool wouldn't come this way every time,
'less ther boss 'e wus with 'im, 'stead er goin' ther short cut —
ther way I come this mornin'. An' every time Mag ud make 'im part 'arf
a quid! I was on'y there jus'
'bout five minits meself, an' I stuck up nea'ly 'arf a quid! An'
there's four gates" (he flogged the horse and painted them crimson
when he remembered them) "this way, more'n on ther way I come this
Presently he gave her the reins with instructions to drive through
one. It seemed to take a long time to close it, and he had to fix the
back of the buggy before he opened it, and after it was closed. After
getting out several times in quick succession to fix the back of the
buggy when there was no gate, he seemed to forget the extra distance.
He kept his hand on hers when she gave him the reins, and bade her
"keep up 'er pecker". "Someone would soon buck up ter 'er if their boss
wusn't on." But the boss it seemed was a "terrer for young uns. Jimmy
Fernatty 'as took up with a yaller piece an' is livin' with 'er. But
not me; thet's not me! I'm like ther boss, thet's me! No yeller satin
He watched for the effect of this degree of taste on her.
Though she had withdrawn her hand, he kept winking at her, and she
had to move her feet to the edge of the buggy to prevent his pressing
against them. He told her with sudden anger that any red black-gin was
as good as a half chow any day, and it was no use gammoning for he knew
what she was.
"If Billy Skywonkie 'ad ter string onter yaller Lizer, more 'air on
'is chest fer doin' so" (striking his own).
"I ken get as many w'ite gins as I wanter, an' I'd as soon tackle a
gin as a chow anyways!"
On his next visit to the back of the buggy she heard the crash of
glass breaking against a tree. After a few snatches of song he lighted
his pipe, and grew sorrowfully reminiscent.
"Yes s'elp me, nea'ly 'arf a quid! An' thet coloured ole 'og of a
cow of a mother, soon's she's off ther booze, 'll see thet she gets
it!" Then he missed his silk handkerchief. "Ghost!" he said, breathing
heavily, "Mag's snavelled it! Lizer 'll spot thet's gone soon's we get
'ithin coo-ee of 'er!"
Against hope he turned and looked along the road; felt every
pocket, lifted his feet, and looked under the mat. His companion, in
reply, said she had not seen it since his visit to the shanty.
"My Gord!" he said, "Mag's a fair terror!" He was greatly troubled
till the braggart in him gave an assertive flicker. "Know wot I'll do
ter Lizer soon's she begins ter start naggin' at me?" He intended this
question as an insoluble conundrum, and waited for no surmises. "Fill
'er mug with this!" The shut fist he shook was more than a mugful.
"'Twouldn' be ther first time I done it, nor ther lars'." But the
anticipation seemed little comfort to him.
The rest of the journey was done in silence, and without even a
peep at the sky. When they came to the homestead gate he said his
throat felt as though a "goanner" had crawled into it and died. He
asked her for a pin and clumsily dropped it in his efforts to draw the
collar up to his ears, but had better luck with a hair-pin.
He appeared suddenly subdued and sober, and as he took his seat
after closing the gate, he offered her his hand, and said, hurriedly,
"No 'arm done, an' no 'arm meant; an' don't let on ter my missus—
thet's 'er on the verander— thet we come be ther shanty."
It was dusk, but through it she saw that the woman was dusky too.
"Boss in, Lizer?" There was contrition and propitiation in his
"You've bin a nice blanky time," said his missus, "an' lucky fer
you, Billy Skywonkie, 'e ain't."
With bowed head, his shoulders making kindly efforts to hide his
ears, he sat silent and listening respectfully. The woman in the buggy
thought that the volubility of the angry half-caste's tongue was the
nearest thing to perpetual motion. Under her orders both got down, and
from a seat under the open window in the little room to which Lizer
had motioned, she gave respectful attention to the still rapidly
flowing tirade. The offence had been some terrible injustice to a
respectable married woman, "slavin'
an' graftin' an' sweatin' from mornin' ter night, for a slungin'
idlin' lazy blaggard." In an indefinable way the woman felt that both
of them were guilty, and to hide from her part of the reproof was mean
and cowardly. The half-caste from time to time included her, and by
degrees she understood that the wasted time of which Lizer complained
was supposed to have been dissipated in flirtation.
Neither the shanty nor Mag had mention.
From a kitchen facing the yard a Chinaman came at intervals, and
with that assumption of having mastered the situation in all its
bearings through his thorough knowledge of the English tongue, he
shook his head in calm, shocked surprise. His sympathies were
unmistakably with Lizer, and he many times demonstrated his grip of
the grievance by saying, "By Cli' Billy, it's a bloo'y shame!"
Maybe it was a sense of what was in his mind that made the
quivering woman hide her face when virtuous Ching Too came to look at
her. She was trying to eat when a dog ran into the dining-room, and
despite the violent beating of her heart, she heard the rouseabout
tell the boss as he unsaddled his horse, "The on'y woman I see was a
'alf chow, an' she ses she's the one, an' she's in ther dinin'room
'avin' a tuck-in."
She was too giddy to stand when the boss entered, but she turned
her mournful eyes on him, and, supporting herself by the table, stood
and faced him.
He kept on his hat, and she, watching, saw curiosity and surprise
change into anger as he looked at her.
"What an infernal cheek you had to come! Who sent you?" he asked
She told him, and added that she had no intention of remaining.
"How old?" She made no reply. His last thrust, as in disgust he
strode out, had the effect of a galvanic bakery on her dying body.
Her bedroom was recking with a green heavy scent. Empty
powder-boxes and rouge-pots littered the dressing-table, and various
other aids to nature evidenced her predecessor's frailty. From a coign
in its fastness a black spider eyed her malignantly, and as long as
the light lasted she watched it.
The ringing of a bell slung outside in the fork of a tree awoke her
before dawn. It was mustering— bush stocktaking— and all the
stationhands were astir. There was a noise of galloping horses being
driven into the stockyard, and the clamour of the men as they caught
and saddled them. Above the clatter of plates in the kitchen she could
hear the affected drawl of the Chinaman talking to Lizer. She trod
heavily along the passage, preparing the boss's breakfast. This early
meal was soon over, and with the dogs snapping playfully at the
horses' heels, all rode off.
Spasmodic bars of "A Bicycle Built for Two" came from the kitchen,
"Mayly, Mayly, give me answer do!"
There was neither haste nor anxiety in the singer's tones. Before
the kitchen fire, oblivious to the heat, stood the Chinaman cook,
inert from his morning's opium. It was only nine, but this was well on
in the day for Ching, whose morning began at four.
He ceased his song as she entered. "You come Sydiney? Ah! You
mally? Ah! Sydiney welly ni' place.
This placee welly dly— too muchee no lain— welly dly."
She was watching his dog. On a block lay a flitch of bacon, and
across the freshly cut side the dog drew its tongue, then snapped at
the flies. "That dog will eat the bacon," she said.
"No!" answered the cook. "'E no eat 'em— too saw."
It was salt; she had tried it for breakfast. He began
energetically something about, "by an' by me getty mally. By Cli' no
'alf cas— too muchee longa jlaw." He laughed and shook his head,
reminiscent of "las' a night", and waited for applause. But,
fascinated, she still watched the dog, who from time to time continued
to take "saw "
with his flies.
"Go ou' si', Sir," said the cook in a spirit of rivalry. The dog
stood and snapped. "Go ou' si', I say!" No notice from the dog "Go ou'
si', I tella you!" stamping his slippered feet and taking a fire-stick.
The dog leisurely sat down and looked at his master with mild reproof.
"Go insi' then, any bloo'y si' you li'!" but pointing to their joint
bedroom with the lighted stick. The dog went to the greasy door, saw
that the hens sitting on the bed were quietly laying eggs to go with
the bacon, and came back.
She asked him where was the rouseabout who had driven her in
"Oh, Billy Skywonkie, 'e mally alri'! Lizer 'im missie!" He went on
to hint that affection there was misplaced, but that he himself was
She saw the rouseabout rattle into the yard in a spring cart. He
let down the backboard and dumped three sheep under a light gallows.
Their two front feet were strapped to one behind.
He seemed breathless with haste. "Oh, I say!" he called out to her.
"Ther boss 'e tole me this mornin' thet I wus ter tell you, you wus
ter sling yer 'ook. To do a get," he explained. "So bundle yer duds
tergether quick an' lively! Liza's down at ther tank, washin'. Le'ss
get away afore she sees us, or she'll make yer swaller yer chewers."
Lowering his voice, he continued: "I wanter go ter ther shanty— on'y
ter get me 'ankerchief."
He bent and strained back a sheep's neck, drew the knife and steel
from his belt, and skilfully danced an edge on the knife.
She noticed that the sheep lay passive, with its head back till its
neck curved in a bow, and that the glitter of the knife was reflected
in its eye
THE hospitality of the bush never extends to the loan of a good
horse to an inexperienced rider. The parson bumping along on old
Rosey, who had smelt the water of the "Circler Dam", was powerless to
keep the cunning experienced brute from diverting from the track. With
the bit in her teeth, her pace kept him fully occupied to hold his
seat. At the edge of the Dam, old Rosey, to avoid the treacherous mud,
began, with humped back and hoofs close together, to walk along the
plank that pier-wise extended to the deeper water. The parson's
protests ended in his slipping over the arched neck of the wilful
brute, on to the few inches of plank that she considerately left for
him. The old mare drank leisurely, then backed off with the same
precaution, and stood switching the flies with her stunted tail.
The parson followed her and thankfully grabbed the reins. After
several attempts to get up on the wrong side, he led the exacting
animal to a log. He removed the veil he wore as a protection from the
sticky eye-eating flies, so that Rosey might recognize him as her
erstwhile rider. It was at this stage that "flash" Ned Stennard,
always with time to kill and a tongue specially designed for the
purpose, rode up and gave him lurid instructions and a leg up.
He had come to their remoteness, he told Ned, as they rode along,
to hold a service at a grazier's homestead some miles distant. Under
Ned's sympathetic guidance he pulled up at the sliprails of a cockey's
selection to announce these tidings. It was Ned's brother's place, but
Ned, who was not on speaking terms with his sister-in-law, rode on and
A group of half-naked children lay entangled among several kangaroo
pups, in a make-believe of shade from a sickly gum-tree. A canvas bag,
with a saddle strap defining its long neck, hung from a bough, and the
pups were yelping mildly at its contents, and licking the few drops of
blood that fell. The parson saw the children rub the swarming flies
from their eyes and turn to look at him. An older girl, bare-footed
and dressed in a petticoat and old hat, was standing near a fire before
the wide opening that served as a doorway to the humpy. She had a long
stick, and was employed in permitting an aged billy-goat to bring his
nose within an inch of the simmering water in the bucket slung over the
fire. "Are your parents in?" he asked.
"You ain't ole Keogh?" said the girl.
When he admitted that he wasn't, he saw her interest in his
personality was gone. "Are your mother and father in?"
The thirsty billy was sneaking up again to the water, and she let
him advance the prescribed limit before she made the jab that she
enjoyed so thoroughly. "Mum's gorn ter Tilly Lumber's ter see t' ther
kid, and ther rester them's gorn ter ther Circler Dam."
He made known his mission to the girl, but she didn't divide her
attention. The water would soon be too hot for the billy to drink, and
there was no fun to be got out of the pups. For when she took the salt
pork out of the canvas bag and put it in the bucket, they wouldn't try
to get it out of boiling water.
Doubtful of his success, the parson rejoined Ned, and along the
dusty track they jogged. The parson's part in the dialogue was chiefly
remonstrative as to the necessity of Ned's variegated adjectives. And
he had frequently to assure the bushman that it would be useless for
him to search in his clerical pockets for tobacco, as he didn't smoke.
At the Horse Shoe Bend they overtook hairy Paddy Woods of eighteen
withering summers. Paddy was punching and blaspheming a nine-mile day
out of his bullocks. These were straining their load along with heads
bent close to the dust-padded track, silent, for all the whip-weals,
but for a cough to free their mouths and nostrils from dust. Old
Rosey, an inveterate yarner, pulled up abruptly; but Paddy, who had
his day's work cut out to a minute, gave a voiceless sidelong nod in
recognition of the parson's greeting, and went on driving his team.
Probably his share of the conversation, mainly catechismal, would have
been yea-and-nay nods, but for catching Ned's eye when the parson asked
if he were married. Paddy struck an attitude of aged responsibility,
and, tipping Ned an intelligent wink, made a pretence of searching
through a dusty past, and replied that he thought he was. The parson,
giving him the benefit of the doubt, inquired if there were any
children for baptism. Paddy, still with an eye on Ned, reckoned that
the number of his offspring was uncertain, but promised that as soon
as he delivered his load of wool he would have a day's "musterin' an'
draftin' an' countin' an' ear-markin'"
and send him the returns. Ned's loud laugh and "Good old Paddy" had
not the effect on its young-old recipient's well-filled tobacco pouch
that he had hoped. The disgusted parson was trying to urge Rosey
onward, but Rosey refused to have her pleasant company till Ned brought
his switch across her back.
Ned stayed with Paddy long enough to tell him that, in his opinion,
the black-coated parson was "nothin'
but a sneakin' Inspector, pokin' an' prowlin' roun' fur ole Keogh"
- the lessee of the run, and their common enemy. He added that the
green veil he wore over his eyes was a "mast" (mask), but that it
didn't deceive him. Tobacco-less Ned tried further to arouse practical
admiration from pouch-full Paddy, by adding that he would ride after
this disguised Inspector, "pump 'im dry as a blow'd bladder, an' then
'ammer 'ell outer 'im." But even this serious threat against the
parson's stock-in-trade had no fruitful result, and, putting his empty
pipe back, he galloped after his companion.
As they rode along, the parson in admiration watched the wiry
little bushman dexterously winking both eyes to the confusion of the
flies, and listened to the substitution of words of his own coinage
dropped red-hot into the conversation in place of the sulphurous
adjectives. Soon there was but little unknown to Ned's listener of the
inner history— and with such additions as contrasted unfavourably with
his own— of every selector on this sun-sucked run. In order of infamy
Ned placed the lessee first; a good second came the Land Agent in the
little township whence this pilgrim parson had come But this fact was
made clear to him, that were the lessee ten times richer, the Land
Agent ten times more unscrupulous, were "dummy" selectors occupying
every acre, Ned was more than a match for them all.
At a later stage of their journey, when he turned again to the
narratives of his cockey brethren, another circumstance stood out. It
was only when Ned had exhausted the certainty, probability, and
possibility of increase among the mares, cows, ewes, and nannies of
his and the other cockies' flocks and herds, that he would descend to
the human statistics, and the parson found that impending probability
and possibility entered largely into Ned's computation of these.
From time to time they sighted the cockies' humpies, but Ned,
intent on making the most of his amazed listener, kept him on the
track to his destination by promising to call at all the selections on
his way back, and tell them that there was to be a service tomorrow
morning. To emphasize his thoroughness, he added, with a wink of bush
freemasonry, that he would "on'y tell two sorts— them wot arsts me,
an' them wot don't." And this clerical brother, newly initiated into
the mysteries of bush craft, could not have found a better messenger.
But the wonder expressed in his eyes, as he watched this new labourer
in the vineyard cantering briskly away to bear the glad tidings, would
have changed to awe could he have heard the varied versions Ned gave
to the scattered families as to the need of their being at the
grazier's homestead the first thing next day. Moreover, most of the
conversation related by Ned as having taken place between the parson
and him would have been as new to the former as it was to Ned's
audience. For the adjectives with which he flavoured the parson's share
proved him to have readily and fluently mastered the lurid bush
It was shearing time, and, being also the middle of the week, most
of the men were away. Those who were at home left their dinners, and
came outside to talk to him. A visitor at mealtimes is always met
outside the humpy, and the host, drawing a hand across a greasy mouth,
leads the way to the nearest log. The women of the bush have little to
share, and, nursing the belief that how they live is quite unknown to
one another, they have no inclination to entertain a caller. Two of the
daily meals consist mainly of sliced damper dipped in a pan of fat,
that always hangs over the fire. Mutton at shearing time is a rarity,
as the men feed at the sheds. Wild pigs caught and killed by the women
make the chief flesh food, but these are often scarce in the dry
And in addition Ned was no favourite among the women. This was
partly from his being "flash", but more from his reputation for
flogging his missus. Ned, moreover, had tried to force his example on
the male community by impressing upon them his philosophy, that it was
the proper thing to hit a woman every time you met her, since she must
either be coming from mischief or going to it. As to his flashness, he
considered he had something to be flash about. He had been twice to
Sydney; and not only could he spell by ear, but, given an uncertain
number of favouring circumstances, he could use a pen to the extent of
putting his name to a cheque. Certainly before he would attempt this,
Liz, his missus, had to pen up the goats, shut the hut, and, with the
dogs and the kids, drive the fowls a mile from the house, and keep
them there till Ned fired a gun. Left to himself, Ned would tear out a
cheque, lay it on the table, place a block of wood on the bottom edge
of the paper, to keep his hand from travelling off it to the table
below. Then he had to tie his wrist to the left side of his belt— he
was left-handed — in such a manner that his hand could not stray to
the foreign region above the cheque, ink the pen with his right hand,
and place it in the left. But even then the task was often
Sometimes he would be so intent on trying to keep the EDWARD on the
line, that it would run to the end of the paper, excluding the
STENNARD and, despite Ned's protests anent insufficient space, the
bank did not approve of part of the signature being placed on the back
of the cheque. When he tried to write small and straight, the result
generally seemed satisfactory till a careful analysis showed a letter
or so missing. Or just as success seemed probable, his cheque-book
would give out or his pen break. It was bad for Liz and her own boy
Joey when either of these accidents occurred, for he would fire no
gun, and, despite all the perspiring activity of Liz, the kids, and the
dogs, some of the fowls would make their way home to roost on the hut
when night came For allowing him to be disturbed "jes as I wus gettin'
me 'and in" he would "take it outer" Liz, or, what was worse to her,
But on this occasion Ned, ever resourceful and now hungry, refused
to be led to a log. His reputation for startling discoveries was
against him, but he knew that many of them must have seen him riding
past with a black-coated stranger, and he trusted to that to support
the story his ingenious imagination had ready for them.
Authoritatively he demanded in each case to see the missus. They came
ungraciously, but after his dark, bodeful hints as to the necessity of
their attending service at the grazier's homestead next day, he was
invited inside and a place was cleared for him at the table. Quite
recklessly they plied him with pints of tea and damper and dip,
sprinkled with salt, and in some extravagant instances with pepper.
And Ned took these favours as his due, though he knew he was no
Flogging and flashness were lost sight of by these anxious women,
as they listened to all he had to say. They coaxed him to wait while
they searched among the few spare clothes in the gin-cases with
hide-hinged lids, for land receipts, marriage lines, letters from
Government Departments, registered cattle brands, sheep ear-marks, and
every other equipment that protects the poor cockey from a spiteful
and revengeful Government, whose sole aim was "ter ketch 'em winkin'"
and then forfeit the selection. All of these documents Ned inspected
upside down or otherwise, and pronounced with unlegal directness that
"a squint et them 'ud fix 'im if thet's wot 'e's smellin' after". He
told them to bring them next day. Those of the men who had swapped
horses with passing drovers, without the exchange of receipts, were
busy all afternoon trumping up witnesses.
Next morning the minister was sitting in the rocking-chair on the
veranda of the grazier's house He had a prayer-book in one hand and a
handkerchief in the other, with which he lazily disputed the right of
the flies to roost on his veil. This gave an undulating motion to the
chair which was very soothing after old Rosey's bumping. He saw a pair
of brown hands part the awning enclosing the veranda. Then a black
head, held in the position of a butting animal, came in view. Free of
the screen, the head craned upwards. He saw a flat, shrewd face, with
black beady eyes set either side of a bridgeless nose. A wisp of dried
grass hung from the wide mouth. "Sis wants er ride in thet ther cock
'orse yer in," said the mouth, ejecting the grass with considerable
force in his direction.
"Sis" had worked her head in by this. She was fair, with
nondescript hair and eyes, and she was "chawrin'".
"Wer's ther cock 'orse, Jinny?" she asked, for the chair was not
"Ridey it an' let 'er see it; an' undo this," commanded Jinny.
"Come round to the front," said the minister mildly, and pointing
to the opening opposite the door.
They came in and walked up to him, with hoods hanging by the
strings down their backs.
"Have you come alone?"
"The ether uns er comin'. Me an' Sis giv' 'em ther slip; we didn'
wanter 'ump ther dash kid."
"How far have you walked?"
"Yer parst our place yesserday mornin'. Didn' yer see me an' ther
billy? Gosh, we nigh bust oursels at ther way yer legs stuck out. Fust
I thort yer wus ole Keogh. Yer rides jes' like er Chinymun." The dark
one did all the talking.
"Our Sis wants er ride in this," she continued. She gave the chair
a lurch that sent the parson's feet in the air. To avoid the
threatened repetition he gripped both sides and planted his feet firmly
on the boards.
The younger one poked a stem of dried grass from her mouth through
the mesh of the veil in a line with his left ear. Thoroughly routed,
he sprang up, and the elder child leapt in.
"'Ere they cum, Jinny," warned Sis.
Jinny peeped through the awning. "So they is. You gammon ter them
we ain't cum, w'en they arsts yer," she said to the parson, "an' we'll
sneak roun' ther back. Eh, Sis?"
Mammy and Daddy— commonly called "Jyne" and "Alick" even by their
offspring— came in with four children, all younger than Jinny and
Sis. Jyne carried the youngest straddled across her hip.
The most pronounced feature of Jyne's face was her mouth, and it
seemed proud of its teeth, especially of the top row. Without any
apparent effort, the last tooth there was always visible. She was a
great power in the bush, being styled by the folk themselves "Rabbit
Ketcher", which, translated, means midwife. And the airs Jyne gave
herself were justifiable, for she was the only "Rabbit Ketcher" this
side of the township. To bring a qualified midwife from civilization
would have represented a crippling expenditure to these cockies.
Jyne's moderate fees were usually four-legged.
"D'y ter yous," said Alick, blinking his bungy eyes, and smiling
good-naturedly at the parson and at the grazier and his wife. He sat
down without removing his hat. Jyne's teeth saluted them but without
any good nature. Jinny and Sis sneaked in behind their mother.
"You young tinkers," cried Jyne, "tyke this chile this minute." Her
voice, despite the size of her mouth, came through her nose. She put
the baby on the floor, and, taking off her hood, mopped her face with
the inside of her print dress.
"We wus lookin' fer you an' Alick," said Jinny to her mother, and
winking at the parson.
"Yes, you wus— with ther 'ook," answered Jyne.
Without further introduction she slewed her head to one side, shut
one eye knowingly, and said to the staring minister, "Ther ain't a
wink about Jinny."
The unblinking daughter instantly offered an illustration of her
wakefulness. "Yer orter seen me an' gran'dad th' ether mornin'. 'E
wus milkin' ther nannies, an' ther billy you seen 'e wus jes dose agen
'im. I sneaks up to ther billy an' gives 'im er jab. Lawr ter see 'im
rush et ole Alex an' bunt 'im! 'E'd er killed th' ole feller on'y fer
me. Wou'dn' 'e, mum?"
"Yer a bol' gal," said mum in a proud voice.
The bewildered minister, to turn the conversation, took a vase of
"They belong to the lily tribe, I think," said the hostess. "They
"Wile hunyions," sniffed Jyne, making no attempt to conceal her
contempt for this cur of a woman, who thought so much of herself that
she always brought a nurse from town.
Then came Alick's brother, "Flash" Ned; they were as unlike as
brothers sometimes are Ned greeted the parson with bush familiarity.
He had his hat on one side, and was wearing a silk Sydney coat that
reached to his heels. He was followed by Liz with their family of five
Joey stayed outside, and from time to time dexterously located his
step-father. He was Liz's child by an early marriage— at least, she
always said she had been married.
Perched on Liz's head was a draggled hat that a month ago had been
snow—white. This also was one of Ned's Sydney purchases. It was the
first tune Liz had worn it, but she and the children had overhauled it
many times and tried it on. This privilege had been extended to all the
women whose curiosity and envy had brought them to Liz's place. Jinny
had called on her way to church, and the missing end of the white
feather, after being licked of its ticklesomeness, was now in her safe
Jyne, catching sight of Joey, invited him inside. But the boy, at a
warning glance from his mother, slunk further back. He had run in the
wrong horse for his step-father that morning, and was evading a
threatened hiding that was to remove both skin and hair. Liz would
gladly have taken the hiding herself in place of Joey, but her
interference, as she knew to her cost, would mean one for herself
without saving the boy.
But for all this Liz thought she was fairly happy. For it was not
every day that Ned tried to sign a cheque or that the sheep got boxed,
or that his horse refused to be caught. Nor did it always rain when he
wanted it fine. Things did not go wrong every day, and he did not beat
her or Joey unless they did. A pound of lollies for her and the kids
from a dealer's cart when one came round, would make her think him the
best husband in the world.
There was between Jyne and Ned the opposition that is instinctive
between commanding spirits. Liz yielded obedience first to Ned then to
"Ow's Polly!" inquired Liz, her countenance showing the gravity of
"Arst 'im," snarled Jyne, baring her fangs and looking at uneasy
shuffling Alick. "Makin' 'er dror three casts er worter ten mile, an'
'er thet way. Wil' pigs eatin' 'er as I cum along." "No!" said Liz,
though she had known it all yesterday. News of such catastrophes soon
spread in the bush.
"Better corl me a liar at onct," snapped Jyne.
Next to arrive were Jyne's mother and Alick's father, both of whom
lived with Jyne. The old woman rode on a horse astride a man's saddle.
The old man led it. She had Jyne's mouth, or rather Jyne had hers, but
the teeth were gone The old man greeted the parson reverently, blew
with his breath on the seat, and wiped it carefully with the
handkerchief he had taken from his hat. Even then before sitting he
raised the tails of the coat he had been married in so long ago. Until
Ned's Sydney purchase his had been the only decorative coat in the
Tilly and Jim Lumber, with their ten-days-old baby, followed. Jim
was the champion concertina player and bullock driver in the district.
He came as the representative of the several families across the
creek, whom energetic Ned had rounded up the day before. He had been
chosen by them for his size and strength to do battle on their behalf.
Ned's effort to frighten those women whose husbands were away shearing
into the necessity of attending service had over-reached itself, and
they had been afraid to come. But they had entrusted their precious
documents to Jim's powerful keeping. He had his own registered brand
tied up in a spotted handkerchief. This he dropped with a clank beside
him as he sat sheepishly and gingerly on the edge of a chair. He was
over six feet, but he sat with his head almost between his knees, till
he resembled a quadruped. His shirt front bulged like a wallet with his
clients' papers. He slyly took stock of those assembled. Spry little
Tilly got the credit of having done all the courting. Even after
marriage she had always done his share of the talking.
"Ow's ther kiddy maroo?" said Alick to Jim, lisping from the size
of the plug he had just bitten. He had a fatherly interest in all
Jyne's "rabbit ketchin'".
Jim, who never used his voice except to drive his bullocks,
answered with a subterranean laugh.
"Noo bit er flesh," said Ned, nodding at the baby.
"Ow's Polly this mornin'?" gravely inquired Tilly, as she took a
seat near Jyne.
"Ah, poor Polly," quavered Jyne's mother, and sparing Jyne by
telling of Polly's untimely end.
"Well, I'm blest; what a lorse!" said the sympathetic Tilly. She
repeated a well-known story of the bu'stin'
of a poley cow last year.
Jyne took the baby, and began to rate the mother mildly for
"walkin' seven mile ser soon", but Jyne's mother interposed with a
recital of "wot I dun w'en Jun" (John) "wur two days old." John was
present, fully six feet of him, grinning with a mouth bigger than
Jyne's, but mercifully hidden by a straggled moustache.
However, Jyne was not to be outdone even by her own mother, and the
narrative of her last, assisted in many minor details by Jinny, aged
eleven, left little to be desired in the way of hardihood.
Liz kept her teething baby respectfully silent by industriously
rubbing its lower gum with a dirty thumb.
She expressed her surprise at Jyne's phenomenal endurance by little
clicks of the tongue, shakes of the head, and other signs indicative
of admiration and astonishment. When Jyne finished, she began eagerly
on an experience of her own. "Well, w'en I wus took with Drary" (short
for Adrarian) "think I could fin' ther sissers?"
Jyne, who knew that the recital of a daring feat was coming,
inquired, "W'en yer wus took with Joey?" "No," said Liz, stopping
short with a nervous click in her voice, and looking at Ned.
The next item was ventriloquizing by Jyne per medium of Tilly's
uneasy baby. "My mammy, she sez, yer dot me all o'a hoo, she sez. No
wunny, she sez, me can't keep goody, she sez, 'ith me cosey all o'a
hoo, she sez." She had been examining the baby's undergear, and at
this stage her tone of baby banter suddenly changed to one of
professional horror. "My Gawd, Tilly!" she cried, the drooping corners
of her mouth nearly covering her upper teeth. "Look w'er 'er little
belly-bands is— nearly un'er 'er arms," she explained, probably to
the company, but looking directly at the clergyman. And, with true
professional acumen, she intimated that had she not been on the spot,
an intricate part of the little one's anatomy in another minute would
"'a bust out a bleedin' an' not all ther doctors in ther worl' couldn'
The minister was very busy, meanwhile, blushing and getting his
books in order, and with his congregation of ten adults and eighteen
children he began, "Dearly beloved brethren— "
Jim Lumber gripped his bullock brand, took a swift look at him and
turned to Tilly. It had been settled between them that she was to do
the talking Alick, who, despite his father's efforts to enlighten him
as to the nature of a church service, and encouraged by Jyne's remark
that "they'd eat nothin'", had also brought his valuable documents in
his shirt front, thrust in a groping hand.
For a few minutes the adults listened and watched intently, but the
gentle voice of the parson, and his nervous manner, soon convinced
them that they had nothing to fear from him. Ned had been "pokin'
borak" at them again; they added it to the long score they owed him.
The children wandered about the room. Jinny and Sis invited their
little sister to "Cum an' see ther pooty picters in the man's book,"
and they assisted the minister to turn over the leaves of his Bible.
Alick's father, who was from the North of Ireland, and, for all his
forty years in the bush, had not lost his reverence for the cloth,
bade his grand-daughters beseechingly to "quet", whereupon Jinny
showed him quite two inches of inky tongue. Ink was a commodity
unknown in Jinny's home and all the unknown is edible to the bush
"Woman!" he said, appealing to Jinny's mother, "whybut you bid 'er
"You orter be in er glars' ban' box w'er ther ain't no children;
thet's w'er you orter be," answered Jyne.
He beckoned to one straggler, a girl of six, with Alick's face,
who came to him promptly and sat on his knee Presently her brown hand
stroked his old cheek. "Gran'-dad," she said.
"Choot, darlin'," he whispered, reverently.
The child looked at him wonderingly. "I says you's gran'-dad," she
repeated, "not ole Alick."
He laid his white head on hers.
"Gran'-dad, ole Tommy Tolbit's dead."
Turning his glistening face to Liz in momentary forgetfulness, he
said solemnly, "The knowledge of this chile!"
"Ole Talbert" had been dead for two years, and the knowledgeable
child had been surprising him so, at least twice a week. "We have
erred and strayed from Thy ways like lost sheep," murmured the
The smaller children wandered in and out of the bedrooms, carrying
their spoils with them. But Jinny and Six had drawn the now disabled
rocking-chair up to the window, and were busy poking faces at two of
Liz's children, who were standing on the couch inside. One of these
made a vicious smack with a hair-brush at Jinny's tongue, flattened
against the glass. The ensuing crash stopped even the parson for a
Bravely he began again. He paused occasionally for a sudden
subterranean laugh to cease or to put one book after another on the
shelf behind him out of the children's reach. Just as he read the last
line of the Te Deum, "Oh Lord in Thee have I trusted, let me never be
confounded," one of Liz's children tugged at his trousers, with a
muzzled request that his teeth might be freed from a square of pink
Another offered to the baby Liz was nursing a pincushion she
brought from the bedroom.
"Jyne," called Jinny from the veranda, "'ere cums young Tommy
Tolbit by 'isself. You wus right, Jyne; she ain't cummin'!"
Even Jyne's gums gleamed; she looked triumphantly at Alick her
husband, at Liz, then at all but Ned.
In shambled Tommy, moist and panting. He had been a drover, and had
recently taken up a selection on the run. He was a bridegroom of a
month's standing. His missus had been a servant at one of the hotels
in the township.
"Made a start!" he remarked. His voice gave the impression that he
did not mind their not waiting for him.
"Missus ain't comin'?" inquired Alick, trying to atone to Jyne for
"Not ter day," said the bridegroom, but his voice intimated that in
all probability she would have been able to come tomorrow.
"No!" said Jyne, putting him under fire, and trying to keep the
crow out of her voice.
"Ain't very well, is she? Didn' eat a very 'earty breakfuss this
mornin'?" And a further remark suggested that even if the meal had
been hearty, the usual process of assimilation had not taken place
"Ow's Polly?" he inquired.
"Cooked," said Jyne, instantly diverted.
"Go on!" said the bridegroom, with well feigned astonishment. His
breathless and perspiring state had been caused by his "going on" to
capture one of the wild suckers that had been eating Polly.
"Let us pray," said the minister. His host, hostess, and Alick's
father knelt, but the rest sat as usual.
The knowledgeable child, considering the grandfather's position an
invitation to mount, climbed on his back. Making a bridle of the
handkerchief round the old fellow's neck, and digging two heels into
his sides, she talked horse to him. The protesting old man bucked
vigorously, but it was no easy task to throw her.
The clergyman gave out his text, and the sermon began.
Jyne's children commenced to complain of being "'ungry" and a
fair-sized damper was taken from a pillow—slip. This, together with
two tin tots and a bottle of goat's milk, was given to Jinny and she
was told to do "ther sharin'".
The hostess asked Jyne in a whisper to send them to the veranda,
and for a time there was comparative quiet. Such interruptions as
"Jinny won't gimme nun, Arnie" (Auntie) from Liz's children being
cheeked by Jyne with "Go an' play an' doan' 'ave ser much gab, like yer
"Thet greedy wretch uv er Jinny is guzzlin' all ther milk inter 'a,
Jyne," from her own children, was appeased by her promise to "break
ther young faggit's back w'en I get 'ome."
There was a wail of anguished hunger from Liz's empty children
that aroused paternal sympathy in Ned. "Sep me Gord," he said, "some
wimmen is like cows. They'll give ther own calf a suck, but if anyone
else's calf cums anigh 'em they lif' their leg an' kick it ter blazes."
Jyne tossed her head and, with a derisive laugh, expressed the
opinion that "It 'ed fit sum people better if ther munny wasted in
buyin' flash coats an' rediclus 'ats wus spent in flour bags."
For a short space only the voice of the preacher sounded, as, in
studied stoicism, he pursued his thankless task. Occasionally they
looked at him to see "'oo 'e wus speakin' ter", but finding nothing
directly personal, even this attention ceased.
Liz leant across to Tilly Lumber and asked, "Fowl layin'?"
"Ketch 'em er layin' et Chrissermus."
Ned told how he had brought home a number of law books from Sydney,
and that he and an old man he had picked up "wus readin' 'em". It was
his intention to absorb such an amount of knowledge that all he would
have to do with the lessee of the run— an ex-barrister— would be to
put him in a bail.
What would follow was graphically illustrated by Ned's dropping his
head, gripping an imaginary bucket between his knees, and opening and
shutting his hands in rhythmic up and down movements. Some of his
audience, remembering his threats and warnings against the parson,
thought this pantomime must have an ominous meaning for the preacher.
But sceptical Jyne was not impressed. "Upon me soul," she said,
"sum people is the biggest lyin'
blowers that ever cockt er lip."
Alick, always for peace, stepped into the breach. "Comin' along
jes' now," he said, shifting his plug of tobacco from one side to the
other, and aiming at the flies in the fireplace with the juice, "we 'as
a yarn with Mick Byrnes. 'E 'as ther luck of er lousy calf. 'E sez 'e
got eightpence orl roun' fer 'ees kangaroo-skins.
Damned if I can."
"Now a good plan 'ed be," said Ned, "ter get a good lot, sen' 'em
down ter them Sydney blokes. Slip down yerself, go ter ther sale,
don't let on 'oo yer are, an' run 'em up like blazes. Thet's wot I'll
do with my wool nex' year."
This plan seemed commendable to Alick. "By Goey," he said, his mild
eyes blinking. Jyne never, on any occasion, showed— the slightest
interest or attention when Ned was speaking, unless to sniff and lay
bare her bottom teeth, but here she remarked, "Sum people 'ud keep
runnin' ter Sydney till 'e 'asen' er penny ter fly with."
"If sum people with ser much jawr, an' er mouth es big es 'er torn
pocket, belonged ter me," said Ned, "I'd smash 'er ugly jawr."
Jyne slewed hers to an awful angle in his direction. "I'd like ter
see yer try it." A look of agony came into the eyes of the grazier's
wife as she heard the door of the dining-room open. The children were
so quiet, that she knew they were up to mischief.
She heard Jinny's hoarse whisper, "Orl of yez wait an' I'll bring
yer sumsin'." On the dining-room table was the cold food prepared for
the clergyman's dinner. She looked across at her husband with dumb
entreaty. He, with eyes devoutly on the carpet, was listening intently
to Ned's account of how he nearly made the squatter take a "sugar
doodle" (back somersault) when he heard that he had been to Sydney.
"'Day Keogh," sez I.
"'Oo 'ave I ther 'oner of speakin' ter?" sez 'e.
"Mr Stennard," I sez.
"Oh indeed," 'e sez, "'very 'appy ter make yer acquaintance, Mr
Stennard, Esquire," 'e sez.
"Never mind no blarsted acquaintance," I sez, "w'en are yer goin'
ter take yer flamin' jumbucks orf my lan'?" I sez.
"Your lan'," 'e sez, "I didn' know you 'ad any lan' about 'ere," 'e
"Oh, didn' yer," I sez, "you ner ther Lan' Agent won' frighten me
orf," I sez, "gammonin' I'm on er reserve," sez I, "I've paid me
deposit, an' I've been ter Sydney," I sez, "I put me name ter a
cheque," sez I, "an'—--- "
Jyne ceased sniffing, to laugh long and loudly. "Gawd, eh!" she
said, with her eyes on the ceiling and apparently appealing to the
flies. "Wot 'erbout sech game-cocks bullyin' w'en we fust kem out
Ned went hastily out at the front door "ter squint at ther
jumbucks", three miles away. Joey, who had been peering round that
door, now appeared at the back.
"Come in, Joey," snorted Jyne. "No one ain't game ter 'it yer w'en
The minister still preached, but he had only old Alick for a
The hostess's mental picture of Jinny "sharin'" her dinner for
three among that voracious brood was distracting. Only the fear of
suffering in the clergyman's mind as one of "them" kept her to her
seat. She could give the sermon no attention, but listened to Sis
licking her fingers, and wondered if it was the vinegar or the wine
that caused Jinny's cough. Presently Jinny set that doubt at rest by
coming in odorous, and with the front of her dress wine-stained.
"Little 'un snoozin'!" Jinny remarked, lurching giddily towards her
to merrily twirl her fist in the snoozer.
The snoozer's mother wondered if they had shut the dining-room
door. Soon the noise of the fowls scattering the crockery told her
they had not.
"Thum busted fowls is eatin' orl yer dinner," said Jinny dreamily.
"'Unt 'em out an' shet ther door," said sympathetic Jyne.
"You go, Sis, I'm tired." Jinny laid her giddy head on the floor,
and went to sleep. "Liz," said Jyne, maliciously, for she immediately
grudged Sis's efforts to chase the fowls out of the dining-room.
"Wot's thet there flower?" pointing to the vase "Wile huniyon," said
"Er, is it? Thet's orl yer know. Thet's a bulbers, thet is. Thet's
ther noo name fer it." She looked at the grazier's wife and laughed
"Bulbers! yer goat," said Liz, laughing dutifully.
The sermon was over, and the worried minister began the
The naming of the hostess's baby was plain sailing. He then drew
towards him a child of about two years, and asked, "What is this
"Adrarian," said Liz. An old shepherd reading to her a love-story
had so pronounced the hero's name. It staggered the minister, until
his hostess spelt "Adrian".
"What is its age?"
"About two year."
This was too vague for him, and he pressed for dates. But for these
dwellers in the bush the calendar had no significance. The mother
thought it might be in November. "Cos it wus shearin', an' I'd ter
keep Teddy at 'ome ter do ther work." Teddy was "about ten". From
these uncertainties the clergyman had to supply the dates for his
official returns to the Government.
"But Lawd," as Jyne remarked to ease his perplexity, "wot did it
matter fer a brat of er boy?" She had a family of six, and all were
There was much the same difficulty with all the others, an
exception being Tilly Lumber's baby of under a fortnight. A cowardly
look came into the minister's eyes as he turned to this grotesque atom
already in the short coat stage. He remembered Jyne's awful discovery
of a little while back, and shirked the duty of holding it even for a
The christening was a maker that had some personal interest for the
elders, and they grouped round the minister. Bridegroom Tommy,
striking the mossy back of Alick's old father, suggested that he and
Jyne's mother should get spliced, and he expressed the opinion of the
fruitfulness of such union within record time as a set-off dig at
She instantly balanced matters between herself and the
incautiously smiling Liz and the laughing unfilial Ned. "Stop
scratchin' yer 'ed, miss; anyone 'ud think there wus anythink in it,"
she said to Liz's eldest girl, who was brushing the christening water
from her hair. Ned's stepson she invited to come nearer, and tell her
who had blackened his poor eye. She advised the silent lad "ter get a
waddy ther nex' time anyone bigger'n yer goes ter 'it yer". And she
gave him directions by twirling an imaginary waddy swiftly, its
circuit suddenly diverting in a line with Ned's skull.
It was long past noon when the ceremony was ended. The minister
drained his glass of water, mopped his face, and heaved a deep sigh.
As the whole congregation still sat on, he gave them a hint that
"church" was out, and their presence no longer required. He spoke with
a show of concern of how very hot they would find the walk home, and
to further emphasize his meaning, he shook hands with all the adults,
and walked to the veranda. Without the slightest concern they sat on,
listening intently to the sounds the hostess made in trying to scrape
together a meal for the clergyman. Apparently they all meant to stay
The grazier's wife appeared for a moment to beckon him to go round
the house into the dining-room.
He sat down to the remains of the dinner the children had left.
At that moment Jinny, who had been awakened for the christening,
looked round the door. "Our Sis wants ter know w'en's 'er supper's
goin' ter be!" she said.
This perhaps was an acknowledgement that Sis had already dined.
The Chosen Vessel.
SHE laid the stick and her baby on the grass while she untied the
rope that tethered the calf. The length of the rope separated them.
The cow was near the calf, and both were lying down. Feed along the
creek was plentiful, and every day she found a fresh place to tether
it, since tether it she must, for if she did not, it would stray with
the cow out— on the plain. She had plenty of time to go after it, but
then there was baby; and if the cow turned on her out on the plain,
and she with baby— she had been a town girl and was afraid of the
cow, but she did not want the cow to know it. She used to run at first
when it bellowed its protest against the penning up of its calf. This
satisfied the cow, also the calf, but the woman's husband was angry,
and called her— the noun was cur. It was he who forced her to run and
meet the advancing cow, brandishing a stick, and uttering threatening
words till the enemy turned and ran. "That's the way!" the man said,
laughing at her white face. In many things he was worse than the cow,
and she wondered if the same rule would apply to the man, but she was
not one to provoke skirmishes even with the cow.
It was early for the calf to go "to bed"— nearly an hour earlier
than usual; but she had felt so restless all day. Partly because it
was Monday, and the end of the week that would bring her and baby the
companionship of its father, was so far off. He was a shearer, and had
gone to his shed before daylight that morning. Fifteen miles as the
crow flies separated them.
There was a track in front of the house, for it had once been a
wine shanty, and a few travellers passed along at intervals. She was
not afraid of horsemen; but swagmen, going to, or worse, coming from
the dismal, drunken little township, a day's journey beyond, terrified
her. One had called at the house today, and asked for tucker.
Ah! that was why she had penned up the calf so early! She feared
more from the look of his eyes, and the gleam of his teeth, as he
watched her newly awakened baby beat its impatient fists upon her
covered breasts, than from the knife that was sheathed in the belt at
She had given him bread and meat. Her husband, she told him, was
sick. She always said that when she was alone, and a swagman came, and
she had gone in from the kitchen to the bedroom, and asked questions
and replied to them in the best man's voice she could assume Then he
had asked to go into the kitchen to boil his billy, but she gave him
tea, and he drank it on the wood-heap. He had walked round and round
the house, and there were cracks in some places, and after the last
time he had asked for tobacco. She had none to give him, and he had
grinned, because there was a broken clay pipe near the wood-heap where
he stood, and if there were a man inside, there ought to have been
tobacco. Then he asked for money, but women in the bush never have
At last he had gone, and she, watching through the cracks, saw him
when about a quarter of a mile away, turn and look back at the house.
He had stood so for some moments with a pretence of fixing his swag,
and then, apparently satisfied, moved to the left towards the creek.
The creek made a bow round the house, and when he came to it she lost
sight of him. Hours after, watching intently for signs of smoke, she
saw the man's dog chasing some sheep that had gone to the creek for
water, and saw it slink back suddenly, as if the man had called it.
More than once she thought of taking her baby and going to her
husband. But in the past, when she had dared to speak of the dangers
to which her loneliness exposed her, he had taunted and sneered at
her. She need not flatter herself, he had coarsely told her, that
anybody would want to run away with her.
Long before nightfall she placed food on the kitchen table, and
beside it laid the big brooch that had been her mother's. It was the
only thing of value that she had. And she left the kitchen door wide
The doors inside she securely fastened. Beside the bolt in the back
one she drove in the steel and scissors; against it she piled the
table and the stools. Underneath the lock of the front door she
forced the handle of the spade, and the blade between the cracks in
the flooring boards. Then the prop-stick, cut into lengths, held the
top, as the spade held the middle. The windows were little more than
portholes; she had nothing to fear through them.
She ate a few mouthfuls of food and drank a cup of milk. But she
lighted no fire, and when night came, no candle, but crept with her
baby to bed.
What woke her? The wonder was that she had slept— she had not
meant to. But she was young, very young. Perhaps the shrinking of the
galvanized roof— yet hardly, since that was so usual.
Something had set her heart beating wildly; but she lay quite
still, only she put her arm over her baby.
Then she had both round it, and she prayed, "Little baby, little
baby, don't wake!"
The moon's rays shone on the front of the house, and she saw one of
the open cracks, quite close to where she lay, darken with a shadow.
Then a protesting growl reached her; and she could fancy she heard the
man turn hastily. She plainly heard the thud of something striking the
dog's ribs, and the long flying strides of the animal as it howled
and ran. Still watching, she saw the shadow darken every crack along
the wall. She knew by the sounds that the man was trying every
standpoint that might help him to see in; but how much he saw she
could not tell. She thought of many things she might do to deceive him
into the idea that she was not alone. But the sound of her voice would
wake baby, and she dreaded that as though it were the only danger that
threatened her. So she prayed, "Little baby, don't wake, don't cry!"
Stealthily the man crept about. She knew he had his boots off,
because of the vibration that his feet caused as he walked along the
veranda to gauge the width of the little window in her room, and the
resistance of the front door.
Then he went to the other end, and the uncertainty of what he was
doing became unendurable. She had felt safer, far safer, while he was
close, and she could watch and listen. She felt she must watch, but
the great fear of wakening baby again assailed her. She suddenly
recalled that one of the slabs on that side of the house had shrunk in
length as well as in width, and had once fallen out. It was held in
position only by a wedge of wood underneath. What if he should
discover that! The uncertainty increased her terror. She prayed as she
gently raised herself with her little one in her arms, held tightly to
She thought of the knife, and shielded her child's body with her
hands and arms. Even its little feet she covered with its white gown,
and baby never murmured— it liked to be held so. Noiselessly she
crossed to the other side, and stood where she could see and hear, but
not be seen. He was trying every slab, and was very near to that with
the wedge under it. Then she saw him find it; and heard the sound of
the knife as bit by bit he began to cut away the wooden support.
She waited motionless, with her baby pressed tightly to her, though
she knew that in another few minutes this man with the cruel eyes,
lascivious mouth, and gleaming knife would enter. One side of the slab
tilted; he had only to cut away the remaining little end, when the
slab, unless he held it, would fall outside.
She heard his jerked breathing as it kept time with the cuts of the
knife, and the brush of his clothes as he rubbed the wall in his
movements, for she was so still and quiet, that she did not even
tremble. She knew when he ceased, and wondered why. She stood well
concealed; she knew he could not see her, and that he would not fear
if he did, yet she heard him move cautiously away.
Perhaps he expected the slab to fall. Still his motive puzzled her,
and she moved even closer, and bent her body the better to listen. Ah!
what sound was that? "Listen! Listen!" she bade her heart— her heart
that had kept so still, but now bounded with tumultuous throbs that
dulled her ears. Nearer and nearer came the sounds, till the welcome
thud of a horse's hoof rang out clearly.
"Oh, God! Oh, God! Oh, God!" she cried, for they were very close
before she could make sure. She turned to the door, and with her baby
in her arms tore frantically at its bolts and bars.
Out she darted at last, and running madly along, saw the horseman
beyond her in the distance. She called to him in Christ's name, in her
babe's name, still flying like the wind with the speed that deadly
peril gives. But the distance grew greater and greater between them,
and when she reached the creek her prayers turned to wild shrieks,
for there crouched the man she feared, with outstretched arms that
caught her as she fell. She knew he was offering terms if she ceased to
struggle and cry for help, though louder and louder did she cry for
it, but it was only when the man's hand gripped her throat, that the
cry of "Murder" came from her lips. And when she ceased, the startled
curlews took up the awful sound, and flew shrieking over the
* * * * * "By God!" said the boundary rider, "it's been a
dingo right enough! Eight killed up here, and there's more down in the
creek— a ewe and a lamb, I'll bet; and the lamb's alive!" And he shut
out the sky with his hand, and watched the crows that were circling
round and round, nearing the earth one moment, and the next shooting
skywards. By that he knew the lamb must be alive; even a dingo will
spare a lamb sometimes.
Yes, the lamb was alive, and after the manner of lambs of its kind
did not know its mother when the light came. It had sucked the still
warm breasts, and laid its little head on her bosom, and slept till the
morn. Then, when it looked at the swollen disfigured face, it wept
and would have crept away, but for the hand that still clutched its
little gown. Sleep was nodding its golden head and swaying its small
body, and the crows were close, so close, to the mother's wide-open
eyes, when the boundary rider galloped down.
"Jesus Christ!" he said, covering his eyes. He told afterwards how
the little child held out its arms to him, and how he was forced to
cut its gown that the dead hand held.
* * * * * It was election time, and as usual the priest had
selected a candidate. His choice was so obviously in the interests of
the squatter, that Peter Hennessey's reason, for once in his life, had
over-ridden superstition, and he had dared promise his vote to
another. Yet he was uneasy, and every time he woke in the night (and
it was often) he heard the murmur of his mother's voice. It came
through the partition, or under the door. If through the partition, he
knew she was praying in her bed; but when the sounds came under the
door, she was on her knees before the little altar in the corner that
enshrined the statue of the Blessed Virgin and Child.
"Mary, Mother of Christ! save my son! Save him!" prayed she in the
dairy as she strained and set the evening's milking "Sweet Mary! for
the love of Christ, save him!" The grief in her old face made the
morning meal so bitter, that to avoid her he came late to his dinner.
It made him so cowardly, that he could not say goodbye to her, and
when night fell on the eve of the election day, he rode off secretly.
He had thirty miles to ride to the township to record his vote. He
cantered briskly along the great stretch of plain that had nothing but
stunted cottonbush to play shadow to the full moon, which glorified a
sky of earliest spring. The bruised incense of the flowering clover
rose up to him, and the glory of the night appealed vaguely to his
imagination, but he was preoccupied with his present act of revolt.
Vividly he saw his mother's agony when she would find him gone. At
that moment, he felt sure, she was praying.
"Mary! Mother of Christ!" He repeated the invocation, half
unconsciously. And suddenly, out of the stillness, came Christ's name
to him— called loudly in despairing accents. "For Christ's sake!
Christ's sake! Christ's sake!" called the voice. Good Catholic that he
had been, he crossed himself before he dared to look back. Gliding
across a ghostly patch of pipe-clay, he saw a white-robed figure with
a babe clasped to her bosom.
All the superstitious awe of his race and religion swayed his
brain. The moonlight on the gleaming clay was a "heavenly light" to
him, and he knew the white figure not for flesh and blood, but for the
Virgin and Child of his mother's prayers. Then, good Catholic that
once more he was, he put spurs to his horse's sides and galloped madly
His mother's prayers were answered.
Hennessey was the first to record his vote— for the priest's
candidate. Then he sought the priest at home, but found that he was
out rallying the voters. Still, under the influence of his blessed
vision, Hennessey would not go near the public-houses, but wandered
about the outskirts of the town for hours, keeping apart from the
townspeople, and fasting as penance. He was subdued and mildly
ecstatic, feeling as a repentant chastened child, who awaits only the
kiss of peace.
And at last, as he stood in the graveyard crossing himself with
reverent awe, he heard in the gathering twilight the roar of many
voices crying the name of the victor at the election. It was well with
Again Hennessey sought him. He sat at home, the house-keeper said,
and led him into the dimly-lighted study. His seat was immediately
opposite a large picture, and as the housekeeper turned up the lamp,
once more the face of the Madonna and Child looked down on him, but
this time silently, peacefully. The half-parted lips of the Virgin
were smiling with compassionate tenderness; her eyes seemed to beam
with the forgiveness of an earthly mother for her erring but beloved
He fell on his knees in adoration. Transfixed, the wondering priest
stood, for, mingled with the adoration, "My Lord and my God!" was the
exaltation, "And hast Thou chosen me?"
"What is it, Peter?" said the priest.
"Father," he answered reverently, and with loosened tongue he
poured forth the story of his vision.
"Great God!" shouted the priest, "and you did not stop to save
her! Have you not heard?"
* * * * * Many miles further down the creek a man kept
throwing an old cap into a waterhole the dog would bring it out and
lay it on the opposite side to where the man stood, but would not allow
the man to catch him, though it was only to wash the blood of the
sheep from his mouth and throat, for the sight of blood made the man